I can’t cope

It’s nice that you have time for yourself. @tyme. Enjoy the peace and quiet.

I had an appointment with her earlier today and it was hard. When she called tonight it was to check if I’d be ok over the weekend. I told her I would be but I don’t know. For her to check in it means she is really worried.

Yeah I need a chat. Only if you have time. If you don’t that’s ok. There are others more in need and of more value.

I would love to see photos.

I'm trying to get some photos off the phone to post them @Captain24 ! Grrr....

Yes, you know we are all concerned about your welfare. However, I feel things a moving. Slowly but surely. Hugs to you. You have been so so brave and have been battling this for way too long on your own.

Have you spoken to your parents?

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Grrr... sorry for the double posts @Captain24 . My phone is playing up. I'll sort it out.

No.. I haven’t told them @tyme.

If I had have been completely honest with my CM I would have had to.

I have started the admissions form for March.

Trying to post photos is hard!!!

Posting from a computer is okay... it's the phone ones that are hard @Captain24 And because my computer is not connected to my phone, I can't just air drop them onto my mac..

So the above photo of the opera house is fully made of lego. It's an entire wall from floor to ceiling. Then the other soccer player and space ones are pretty big too.

The roses botanicals is what I want to buy coz I've never see that one before.

@Captain24 , as for the admission. What's the paper work you need to do? I guess it's different for private because for public, you just get put there.

So awesome @tyme. I may need to go one day.

Prioritise Legoland first lol @Captain24 . It's better than the lego shop.

That’s where the size options were good to post photos from your phone @tyme. Some photos work and some don’t.

The roses came out on the 1st of Jan.

So the admin forms are the same as if you are going to hospital for a surgery or something. But there isn’t a different form for psychiatric admission. I did call the clinic but they were busy and are getting back to me on Monday. If I’m still having trouble my CM is going to try and help.

Where’s Lego land?