I can’t cope

@Captain24 she already knows everything anyway. It's also hard to talk to her when I'm not alone. I'm not feeling 100% either which is the other reason i thought of cancelling cos I don't want to risk making her sick. Maybe I'll see if she can just ring me instead rather than cancelling completely.

Oh yeah… I forgot about that. Maybe a phone call outside or in your room would be better. I still think you need it. @MissGremlin Just explain that you aren’t alone and it’s a bit hard where a phone call is more private.

Im glad you tell her everything. It just gets it out and open. I do feel quite vulnerable after I pour my heart out especially on the very rare times I cry.

Anything else on for today?

@Captain24 I'm the same when I've cried in front of her or on the phone, it's hard to be completely honest and open about things and makes you feel so vulnerable.

I need to go to the shops today aswell but that's feels too much to manage at the moment. I'm struggling to stay awake but feeling weird so I'm going to try to have a nap (I'm safe).

I get that. @MissGremlin I hope you can get a nap in. I may need one later too. I’ll try not to though.