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I can’t cope

Captain24Senior Contributor16 June 2022, 9:48 pm AEST

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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Shaz51Senior Contributor18 Nov 2023, 9:43 pm AEDT

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Hope you have a good sleep @Captain24

Hello @Jynx 🙂

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Captain24Senior Contributor18 Nov 2023, 9:46 pm AEDT

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I’m remembering stuff that I long ago buried. I don’t know why? I’m feeling what happened. I did say no.

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JynxModerator18 Nov 2023, 9:51 pm AEDT

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Hello lovely @Shaz51 😁

And also goodnight! I'm off soon. Hope you have a splendid weekend hun 💜

@Captain24 deep breaths hun. Maybe do some stretching/grounding - i.e. present-focused movement to keep you in the now, and move the energy through your body with some slow movements?

You can tag in next mod if you need someone to stay with you hun, I am sending you a big pile of cuddles before I go 🤗💜

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Shaz51Senior Contributor18 Nov 2023, 10:08 pm AEDT

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Goodnight @Jynx and your 2 furbabies 😍

Hello @Captain24 xx

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Captain24Senior Contributor19 Nov 2023, 2:30 pm AEDT

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All I have done this morning is sleep. It’s becoming a really bad habit. Al least I can do it tomorrow. I’ll be working. I’m glad I did everything yesterday as I couldn’t have done it today.

I had to force myself to go and buy Pix a little bed for mums house. Just less that she has to take in her own.

My uncle fell through a glass door last night and has done his Achilles tendon. I was second on the list to take home over to the bigger hospital but I couldn’t due to Pix and her needing me to be at home since she is locked in a pen. I feel really bad about it. They did get another cousin to do it though.

Im just not helpful to anyone at all. I’m scared that they will all turn their back on me because all I do is let everyone down. It shows how much of a failure I am. Maybe the should turn their back as I’m not worthy to be part of the extend family. I’m a horrible self centred bitch.

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Captain24Senior Contributor19 Nov 2023, 4:38 pm AEDT

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Anyone around for a chat? I need distracting from the horrible, self-centred, bitch of a person that I am.

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fluffylightSenior Contributor19 Nov 2023, 5:08 pm AEDT

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Hey @Captain24

How are you doing?

You recognised that it wasn't a good time to be taking your uncle to the hospital.

You are not those things that you shared. You are caring person and I have seen that through being caring for Pix and other forum members.

I am holding so much space for you. Please take lots of care of yourself you really deserve it.

fluffylight x

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Captain24Senior Contributor19 Nov 2023, 5:31 pm AEDT

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I really do t think I do. I don’t think I deserve anything @fluffylight

How are you?

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Captain24Senior Contributor19 Nov 2023, 6:41 pm AEDT

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Hey @tyme

Im not sure if you are around and I’m not being stalkerish just wondering how you back is going?

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tymeModerator19 Nov 2023, 6:57 pm AEDT

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Heya @Captain24 ,

No, you're not being stalkerish lol. Sorry it's taken me a while to get back to you. Sorting out some tech issues from earlier on 🙂

I read that you are in a bit of a rough patch and you have those strong unhelpful voices just at you???

As for my back, it's slightly better than yesterday... it'll be okay soon - i hope lol.

Are you having dinner at your parents?

Oh, and I read something about your uncle having an accident?

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