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I can’t cope

Captain24Senior Contributor16 June 2022, 9:48 pm AEST

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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SnowieSenior Contributor18 Nov 2023, 12:38 pm AEDT

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You are accomplishing things today @Captain24 so well done on that. I hope you get done what you want to do.

I thought the market would be bigger since it was meant to be a christmas market. Oh well.

I hope she can sit outside this afternoon. They do love the sun. It comes in my back windows in the morning and Izzy always sits in its rays.

Not much planned for this afternoon. Just reading at the moment.

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BowSenior Contributor18 Nov 2023, 1:24 pm AEDT

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@tyme I found a vintage old school tamagotchi at a white elephant auction years ago. I grabbed it. No idea where it is now though. My mum was just talking the other day about getting my D one for Christmas

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ArraDreamingSenior Contributor18 Nov 2023, 1:27 pm AEDT

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@Bow @Captain24 I just saw you talking about tamagotchis my kid got one we got it from an op shop it lasted literally 30 seconds then he goes “what else does it do”
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ArraDreamingSenior Contributor18 Nov 2023, 1:35 pm AEDT

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And tbh I’m kind of inclined to agree, adhd me is like IM BORED

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Captain24Senior Contributor18 Nov 2023, 4:48 pm AEDT

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They aren’t overly exciting are they @ArraDreaming ? I got one as an adult just to see and I was the same. How boring!

lol. I do think I have signs of ADHD though.

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Captain24Senior Contributor18 Nov 2023, 4:53 pm AEDT

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I got my front lawn done and turned the soul in the garden bed @Snowie plus cleaned out the lancer, fuelled it and check the tyres.

I’ve also cleaned the house, just need to vacuum and wash the floors. Plus an hrs worth of ironing. I still have work clothes to do but my back is killing me. So I have to stop.

At least there is t much to do tomorrow now though.

We have a Christmas market next week I think. But it’ll just be olives, wines and fancy sweets. There will be a couple of stores of hand made wooden furniture but that’s about it.

Have you had a good afternoon?

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Captain24Senior Contributor18 Nov 2023, 8:36 pm AEDT

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I’ve now been grocery shopping, my parents have picked up the car and mum has been shown Pixies exercises. I really should do my floors but even though I’m still buzzing, I just don’t want too.

Pix is chucking a tantrum in her pen. I think she thinks that’ll make me get her out. Not happening though. Strictly another 10 days. Then see what the rehab specialist has to say.

I still have completed my timeline since the Pdoc rescheduled until Tuesday, I should probably do that. I’ve decided to make it quite simple and brief. She will ask me a lot of questions though and expect timeframes

I don’t expect anything.. just writing this for myself basically. Trying to remind myself what I have achieved and not let the spiral get to me.

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Captain24Senior Contributor18 Nov 2023, 9:15 pm AEDT