I can’t cope

@Captain24 it would have been nice getting up to a clean house.

I'm sorry that you haven't been sleeping well, waking up during the night is so rough. Hoping that you can start sleeping better now that you're back home.

See how you feel tomorrow and just take it one step at a time sweet.

It was nice and felt good @MissGremlin.

Hopefully things will settle soon. I really need a full night without waking up and seeing I feel better then.

I’ve got to do it tomorrow or Sunday. I have to go to a dermatologist appointment on Monday that’s 2 hours away and Tuesday I have a psych appointment at some stage and have to face going to work the next day.

Mum has picked up Keiko and left me some dinner. I have just realised that I haven’t eaten or drunk anything at all today.

@Captain24 really hoping they settle for you soon sweet.

At least you've got either tomorrow or Sunday to do the lawns. The dermatologist appointment is a fair distance away but I hope it goes well. I'm glad that you've got an appointment with your psychologist too.

It's good that mum left dinner for you then, hoping you can have something to drink aswell. I had a mini bag of popcorn this morning and I just had an iced coffee.

The dermatologist should go well. I think my vitiligo has spread a little bit. But that’s nothing to worry about and I spot I want check but she does a full skin check anyway. @MissGremlin I did forget that I had a $240 appointment fee though!

Im forgetting lots of things. Maybe dementia is slowly starting. I have only sat on the lounge for hours. I haven’t even gotten up to go to the toilet. I haven’t need to.

Im bored but don’t want to do anything. I feel the need to talk though.

@Captain24 that sucks about having the cost but it's good to get things checked.

Maybe more just that you've had alot in your mind, it's easy to forget things. It's ok that you've sat on your lounge, you did alot when you were on holiday.

Feeling the same way, I'm just laying on my lounge with Casper on top of me.

Just more money that I don’t have. @MissGremlin

Dementia is definitely going to happen just as to when.

I just had some little kid at my mailbox trying to get stuff out of it. I told him to F off and he stayed there. I told him I would let the dogs out and he took off.

I really should get myself dinner. I’ll use mums tomorrow as I just don’t feel like it even though it’s the best butter chicken I have ever had.

Im thinking just some pasta.

Theres lots that I want to say. I want to get out. But just have to hold on to it until Tuesday

@Captain24 can relate to that.

Hopefully dementia is still a long time away.

That's a worry that he's trying to get stuff out of your letterbox, glad that he took off though. I can just picture Jett and Pixie running after him 😂.

It's ok if you just feel like pasta tonight, then you can save the butter chicken for tomorrow night.

It's tough having to wait to be able to talk until Tuesday. I'm here though if I can help at all.

I was about to open it when he took off. They would have chased him down the road and I’d have struggled to get them back. @MissGremlin

Just boiling the water for it now.

Id like to but I just saw who was on and if I talk anything other than general I get in trouble.

@Captain24 well I'm just glad he took off, hopefully he doesn't come back.

Oh I completely understand!

He was about 10. @MissGremlin

What did you have for dinner? Are you alone?