I can’t cope

Morning @Captain24 sweet, I'm sorry that you kept waking up. Try to take things one step at a time, you've only just come home after being away.

I can understand how disappointing that would be to have not lost any weight, but it can take time to see results, so you haven't done anything wrong.

I'm struggling today, feeling very much not with it. It was another rough night and I used an unhealthy coping strategy. I'm safe, watching a movie with Casper next to me.

I would have gone back to bed after feeding the dogs but I have Keiko today so I couldn’t. I’m deciding what to do. Do I keep going with the diamond are if brut or do I start a 3D puzzle? Maybe I could do a bit of both. @MissGremlin or even go back and have a sleep. Keiko’s exhausted like my 2 so I don’t think she will care as she will

probably be sleeping anyway. So many decisions for my simple but complex brain.

Sorry it was hard. At least you are just chilling and looking after yourself.

@Captain24 maybe try doing the diamond art or the 3D puzzle but if that feels too much then allow yourself to rest.

I'm trying to take things very slowly today.

I have to watch the weather as mum and dad have washing on the line so if it looks like rain I have to fly around there. It usually rains at my house first. @MissGremlin

Im going to give Keiko a minute or 2 to settle down and then I think I’ll have a nap.

Just be gentle and careful. You don’t want to go through all of that again.

@Captain24 hopefully it doesn't rain.

That sounds like a good plan, hope Keiko settles soon so you can get some rest.

I'm already going through it, just things are different this time.

So far it hasn’t rained so her washing should get dry. @MissGremlin

I slept for 2 hours and she just slept too.

Im just watching tv, I can’t be bothered with anything else.

Oh well.. at least you know what to expect

@Captain24 that's good that it hasn't rained yet.

I'm glad you got a bit of sleep sweet.

It's perfectly ok that you're watching TV, it sounds like your body needs the rest.

Yeah I’m tired @MissGremlin

I had a busy week and had to mask a bit plus all the reading information on these needles, all makes you tired. So I’m guessing that’s explains a lot. Plus mood doesn’t help.

I just need to work through it all. I managed to clean my whole house, unpack and do all the washing after I got home yesterday and I had been up at 6. Maybe I’ll try and start tomorrow with a new attitude.

@Captain24 I can imagine you would be very tired.

You did well to do all those things yesterday, especially since you were up early.

Hoping you're able to get a good rest tonight and the tomorrow feels like a better day.

I did well and was proud and at least I could get up today to a clean house and nothing left to do other than iron my clothes when they dry. @MissGremlin

I haven’t really been sleeping overly well anyway. I keep waking up during the night and it’s really annoying and exhausting me. At least I have the place to myself now and don’t have to think of anyone else.

I really need to mow my lawns and mum and dads tomorrow. See what happens.