I can’t cope

I’m sorry you are struggling. I wish I could help. @MissGremlin

At least you are in bed,

maybe the diamond art will be a good distraction,

Im cooking satay chicken stir fry. I think there is more veggies than chicken. Just about to put the rice on. Lunches are made now to unpack the dishwasher! Then meds sorted and I’m done!

@Captain24 you help just by being here sweet.

I'm hoping the diamond art will be a good distraction.

Oohhh that sounds so yummy. I brought beef stroganoff that I'm going to make tomorrow and I even got brown rice as it's meant to be better for you 😂. You've done amazing sweet, well done ❤️.

The pic is up @MissGremlin

I don’t like mushrooms so that doesn’t sound good! Veggies change the taste of the satay. But I ate it anyway and there is enough for the next 2 nights.

Dish washer is unpacked. Just about to sort out the dots for the diamond art and get the book sorted. Then meds. Then nothing!

@Captain24 awwww it's gorgeous 😍. How are you feeling about it now that it's done?

I'll make some without mushrooms just for you 😂. Veggies do change the taste of it, i like satay with onion and mushrooms in it. I'm glad you still ate it though and that there's enough for the next 2 nights.

Yay for the dishwasher being unpacked. What book are you going to take with you? I've finished bedtime routine now so I'm about to do some of my diamond art, I just want my head to stop pounding.

I did tell you to trust the process! It’s ok but I’m not overly happy. I’ll email them on my days off and see what they say then I’ll order another one from somewhere else and do that. Mum can have whichever looks better. @MissGremlin

Im taking the John Farnham book as I’m part way through it! Can’t remember the last time I touched it though! Before ADHD meds. Apparently they help you stay focused to read. We’ll see!

I’ve done overland going to sit down for half an hour until it’s time to feed the dogs. Then I’ll go to bed. At least I o may have to get up at 6 in the morning instead of 4:30 thanks to physio!

Im glad you are in bed and about to start. Sorry about the headache though.

@Captain24 you can definitely see the purple in it but it's still turned out ok considering. Hoping they are willing to have it fixed up but at least there's other places to order from aswell.

Hopefully they help to stay focused, I struggle with that when I'm reading, I'll try to skip ahead or lose track of where I am. You'll have to let me now how you go with it.

I'm glad you get to sit down for a bit before feeding the dogs and then going to bed. Hope the phsyio goes ok tomorrow, yay for the sleep in.

I've got one more section in this row and then I've only got one row of sections left to do.

It’s really terrible close up. @MissGremlin

I take close up photos to send when I email

it off. The photo and from a distance turned it better than I thought. It’s still not good enough. That picture is special and should be white.

I’ll see how I go. I get distracted and forget where im up to or I just forget what I have read and have to go back and read it again!

Im about to have a shower and go to bed. It’s been a big day and im tired.

Yay to one row to go. I can’t wait to see it. The one I’m taking to work is only 30x30

so I don’t think it’ll take me long! I’ll have

to get a bigger one out if I’m on light duties. Which I hope I am my ankle is not ready but the guy from work that does this doesn’t care.

I hope you get some rest and some sleep.

@Captain24 enjoy your shower sweet and i hope you can get a good night's sleep. Lots of love and hugs to you ❤️.

I slept with that thing for 4 hours and took it off. I got up later to go to the bathroom and put it back on until I woke up so another 2 hours. I’m feeling better this morning but I’m not sure if it’s because I got up at 6 not at 4:30! I think there is a leak in the tube though so when I go back in on Wednesday I’ll get her to check. Maybe it could be better. I’ll keep trying though. I got ready quicker than I normally do as well.

Hopefully this is a good sign and not just that I got up and hour and a half later. Tomorrow will be the test.

I started my quit smoking tablets today so I’m hoping they don’t make me feel sick but I did have them with my breakfast.

It’s all happening today. A step forward!

@Captain24 you did so well to sleep with it for 6 hours all up sweet, well done. Really hoping that this will be the start of you getting better sleep.

Thinking of you today sweetheart, i hope all goes ok at work and that the tablets don't make you feel sick. Lots of love and hugs to you ❤️.

Ps I'm about to post in your thread about what's happening at the moment regarding Casper, I won't tag you but it will be there if you want to read it.