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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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@Captain24 I'm doing 20×40 dots sections.

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I hope it starts to come together for you soon. I still haven’t even counted how many rows wide these are. I’m just going with it’s 20 high and 40cm wide! 😂 @MissGremlin

I went on Temu last night and have added a couple into my cart, I’ll add more when I have to money to pay for them. I’ve got one that I really like and think I might give it to my bestie. Not sure. I’ll have to wait but I have a really kind time to think about it! Plus after I do my sunset one that I get for Christmas, if it works out, I will order more landscape ones!

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@Captain24 the picture itself is good, it's the dots that are annoying me. Stupid uneven squares!

Haha I have so many in my cart on both temu and shein 😂. Sometimes I'll like one but then change my mind on it later and remove it.

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It must be such a pain. @MissGremlin i hope there is enough dots to get you through. Maybe it’ll all be worth it when it’s finished!

One in my cart is 40x50 but it needed the bigger picture to get the detail I think. I’ll have to look through what I have and see what else. I don’t really need many up my sleeve though. These ones take me so long to do anyway. Just nice to have a little break and do something with less colours and more simple.

Im still doing the same section I started yesterday afternoon! I wanted to finish this one and do 2 more but that won’t be happening!

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@Captain24 hoping there's enough dots, well the even ones. Otherwise I'm going to have to sit with a nail file and file the edges down 😂.

Some of them do need to be bigger if you want the detail. The custom ones take alot longer to do but they're so worth it. It's nice to have a break though and do some easy ones in between.

Oh well, you'll get there with it. I've just started the 3rd row of sections. Not even at the half way mark yet!

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Oh.. I couldn’t do that! 😂 The ones on these that aren’t quite right I just throw them to the side. But in know that there is plenty of dots!

I hope you have enough. Not even halfway leaves you a while! This is the first section on the second half.

Im still feeling a little down but the sunshine coming in and the music is helping. Also thinking that I will do those needles for a bit is making me feel a little better as I will become smaller and feel more comfy in my body. It’s a while away but at least it’s a goal to look better.

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@Captain24 I need a break for a few minutes, I'm getting restless and my thoughts are really strong at the moment. My fingertips are blue!

I'm safe, going to go and sit in the sun for a few minutes.

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I love that you are taking a break and going into the sun. Great self care and an awesome way to recharge! @MissGremlin Im proud of you for knowing your limits.

I just lost a bag of dots. I retraced my steps in case I had them in my hand. I checked here my smokes are, I checked the fridge, I checked the ensuite and I checked outside where I smoke. Nope couldn’t find them. Opened my eyes and they were on the floor next to my chair! Common sense would have told me to look there first! 😂 I’m an idiot!! 😂

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@Captain24 I don't think i could either 😂. I think there will still be enough dots anyway.

I'm sorry you're still feeling a little down at but I'm glad the sunshine coming in and having your music playing is helping. That will definitely help especially with boosting your confidence. I wish I was able to do it but there's no way I can cover it.

My break turned into picking up Caspers business and then doing lunch, it got so loud and full on here, wasn't what I needed at all 😞. Anyway I'm back at my diamond art now.

Haha oh I've done that before, looked everywhere only to find that it's right in front of where I was 😂. We must both be idiots then 😂😂.

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@Captain24 I've put myself in bed for a while. Things are feeling way too intense right now and I was struggling to focus on my diamond art. Things have crashed so hard and fast suddenly despite trying to catch myself before it got too bad. I'm safe, snuggled up with Casper.

I'm sorry to have to leave you sweet.

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