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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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@Captain24 sorry for the delay in reply sweet, i only got home a bit before. The fuel prices are ridiculous at the moment, though it's entertaining with them having such different prices when they are so close to each other.

Hoping you get a good sleep before work tonight. Fingers crossed it's a good shift being that you are working with a good crew.

I hear you sweet, but you are doing so well to keep pushing through even when things are so hard.

Thankyou sweet, always thinking of you too even when I'm not able to get on here.

The name change isn't something I can discuss on here, it just needed to happen.

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@Captain24 oh ouch, it must be so hard for her aswell as you going through this. Hope you are doing ok after that sweet, sending you hugs ❤️.

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I had a really bad sleep @MissGremlin. I am so tired. I’m awake before my alarm. Mum didn’t pick the dogs up until after 10 and I think someone came to my door before that as they both went off and woke me.

Im fine after Pix bit me. It’s not the first time and I’m guessing it won’t be the last.

Hope you are doing as ok as you can

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I’m standing at the smoke stop. After not sleeping well I’m really scared that I’m going

to get tired. I can take more of my adhd meds

as I do t usually need the extra. They are kinda like prn which you take to your needs so it’s safe.

Im nervous about where they have put me. I can’t see on a dump in the dark and the dump operator may not be as kind as my crews.

Both bosses are really good though and both really like me.

Yes lots going through my head.


Oh and I have already registered for that webinar @tyme It sounds perfect for me.

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Hey @Captain24 and @MissGremlin !

I've missed you all.

What's been happening? It sounds like a rough time for a lot of people.

@Captain24 , are you still at work?

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@Captain24 I'm sorry you had a bad sleep. I'm hoping your shift goes smoothly for you sweetheart.

Glad you are ok after Pix bit you.

Sending you hugs ❤️

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Hey @tyme

Ive missed you too. It’s 8 in the morning and I’ve just gotten home.

Im going to wash my clothes feed the dogs and go to bed! I’m tired!!! I didn’t sleep very well yesterday. I just checked my app and I got just over 4 hours. No wonder I struggled through the shift. You need good sleep to be able to make it through the night. Days aren’t quite so bad as your body clock knows that you should be awake where nightshift I thinks you should be asleep! What a mess around.. 😂

Hopefully I see you today.

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It was an okish shift but I got really tired from about 4 onwards! That was hard to try and stay awake and drive. @MissGremlin. I did get a half hour break in there but it wasn’t enough to reset.

Hope you are ok and managed at least a little bit of sleep.

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Hello @Captain24 sweet, I'm glad it was an ok shift. You did so well to get through it sweet even with being so tired. Hoping you can get a good rest today sweetheart ❤️.

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I’ve just been tagged in a post!

Happy Birthday!!! @MissGremlin

Im not sure if it’s a day you celebrate or a hard day for you. But I do send you best wishes for today.

Im just waiting for the washing to finish so I can hang it out but that’s another 30 minutes away and feed the dogs at 8:25 so Pix has her needle by 8:30. Hopefully she doesn’t bite this time! 😂

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