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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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Can’t be 100% certain what Lego I ordered @Captain24 as changed my mind on some of the small items I was going to order.

defintely ordered a building, Shopping Street and Fries Truck

email with the info sent, don’t have to think about it now. 🙂

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Maybe it’ll come back @MissGremlin. Hopefully you will sleep through! Waking that early is hard.

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I do that. I don’t take them off my wish list until I receive them. It’s usually a surprise as I have no idea what I have ordered! I received one in the mail recently that was on back order. I didn’t know I had ordered it! @Flutterbug9

Im glad that is done for you. One less thing to think about that could be distressing.

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@Captain24 maybe it will, for now I'm just relaxing.

How are you feeling sweet?

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Terrible. @MissGremlin I got off the lounge when my parents dropped the dogs home and then I sat back on it and haven’t moved. I don’t even have the tv on. Just staring at a blank screen.

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@Captain24 oh sweetheart, I'm sitting with you ❤️.

How are Pix and Jett?

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@Captain24

My niece is still with me. I told her I'm back to work so she needs to leave me alone, but she just ignores me, then I can't say no.

Yes! I'll let you know how it all goes tomorrow. We'll be done by 2pm because I have training here from 2:30pm. And there are so many little kids. They need to go home to nap lol.

So, my plan is:

- they come at around 10am. We take all the bikes and ride in the court.

- when others come, we hang in the park on the bike track and play on the bark mounds to build things

- come back for lunch

- pool if they want

- go home..

That's my plan... let's see how it goes. @Captain24 @Flutterbug9 @MissGremlin There's now about 30 people coming over. I invited the neighbours lol.

Then... I'll need to probably recover from over-socialising!

I'll keep you in the loop!

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@tyme oh gees, I could never 😂. Even just the thought of that many people at once makes me cringe. Hoping everyone has an amazing time though ☺️

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Jett is sitting next to me and Pix has gone down to my room so I’m guessing she is on my bed. It’s cooled down here a lot so Pix is doing ok. I’m really stressed about Sunday as it’s suppose to be 42 and mum has them all day. She doesn’t have the air conditioning that I have so Pix is going to get way overheated and I’m scared that they will take her out for a walk and that she will die. @MissGremlin. The hotter days are my days off so I will have control over how she is looked after and the control of the house temperature.

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@Captain24 wrote:

Terrible. @MissGremlin I got off the lounge when my parents dropped the dogs home and then I sat back on it and haven’t moved. I don’t even have the tv on. Just staring at a blank screen.


Argh @Captain24 . Maybe it's okay not to do anything and just 'Let it Go" (Frozen!)

Otherwise, come over my place to hang lol. You'll meet the 30 ppl tomorrow.

On Wed, it was just so good to see the little kids cheer each other on, each each other new tricks etc. It brings out the inner child.

Actually, I have this image in my head of your childhood @Captain24 . You may have shared it with me in the past and that's why it has stuck. It's someone at the gate and you are there in the front garden. There is a protector. I can't remember who this person is though.. did you tell me a story along the lines of this because for some reason, this image has stuck @Captain24

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