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I can’t cope

Captain24Senior Contributor

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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Ru-beeModerator

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That is huge @Captain24!

Sounds like a rest is definitely called for this arvo after all the hard work you've been putting in

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Captain24Senior Contributor

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I’ve just had big hugs from my friend that came in. She is such a beautiful person. She has lifted my spirits a little. I need a lot more R hugs to help me out of this though.

My Pdoc isn’t coming in though so that’s frustrating. I need to see her. I need her to help me.

I don’t know what is written in my notes. I’m guessing my breakdown this morning has been entered. I’m glad my psychologist was the facilitator for her group today. She came to my rescue and sat in the gutter with me.

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tymeModerator

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Heya @Captain24

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Captain24Senior Contributor

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Hey @tyme

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tymeModerator

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I read today was another hard day? @Captain24 Your back STILL bad???

I hope it gets better.

Do you have group sessions everyday?

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Captain24Senior Contributor

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Yeah it has been hard. @tyme. I broke down. There was tears an everything.

My back just gets really sore when I walk. When I’m not walking it’s not too bad. My calves also hurt so much. The pain in its self is bringing me to tears.

Yeah groups every morning 7 days a week.

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BowSenior Contributor

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@Captain24 I do apologize, this week has been intense and I haven’t really been able to keep up with anyone else’s threads. I know your current admission isn’t going as well. But I do hope you get something out of it.
when do you go home?

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Captain24Senior Contributor

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Thanks @Bow. That means a lot.

I haven’t had the capacity either and I’m trying to focus on myself. I know that’s selfish but it’s what I need. Plus since the emails stopped working it’s made it so much harder.

Im sorry you have it so hard, it makes me realise that others are suffering more. I wish things would ease for you

I go home Wednesday. I told the Pdoc that that is when I’m leaving. It’ll be 5 weeks and 2 days. It’s a 3 week program.

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tymeModerator

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Hey @Captain24 ,

How are you today?

I'm sorry it was so hard for you yesterday and you broke down. What's happening for you now?

Have you connected with that nurse you find helpful?

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tymeModerator

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Wow @Captain24 , we posted at the same time!

Thinking of you.

I'm glad you spoke to you about when you feel you need to leave. It's been a long time - 5 weeks.

How do you feel the med change has gone?

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