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I can’t cope

Captain24Senior Contributor

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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Captain24Senior Contributor

Re: I can’t cope

Really tired. @MissGremlin the last time I looked at the clock it was 4:47 and I woke up at 8:10. I still haven’t taken any meds and now I’ve been and gotten my scripts I’m in even more. He is getting concerned about serotonin syndrome.

I had to try really hard to fake it at the doctors when I picked up my certificates and at the chemist. I noticed that he has written the wrong dates on the certificate but I sent it to work anyway. He was tired and late and did it after we left. It has 2017 on it! The receptionist was the one that was in last night and asked what time I got out! She laughed.

I really am not ok.

Im thinking I might go back to bed for a while. Hopefully I can get some sleep and tidy up the area that I sort my meds. It’s a simple as the spots not tidy and I don’t have room to sort them. So my head is like why bother. But if I don’t sort myself out I will go through rapid withdrawal and that’ll just make everything worse. It’s the really little things that just shut me down.

Hiw are you? Sorry I kept you awake last night. Thank you for being there for me though.

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