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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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@Captain24 Concerned for you...I hope today is better for you 💜

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Thank you @Bow @NatureLover

Late yesterday afternoon I struggled really badly. I had to reach out to stay safe. They helped to understand that I was mentally and emotionally exhausted from being so overwhelmed the night before.

I went to bed at 7:30 last night to remain safe and have only just gotten up. I don’t feel quite so overwhelmed at the moment.

Thanks for thinking of me

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@Captain24 Mum bought me in a diamond art today. Picture of some sunflowers and a hot air balloon.

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That’s awesome @Bow . It starts off tedious but it does become quite therapeutic. I actually did some at lunchtime for the first time in ages.

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Hey @Captain24 @Bow - Diamond art time, eh?

Sounds great!

I'm thinking of getting one custom made. But I'm thinking it would have to be a large one for a photo to come out properly.

I'm not sure yet.

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I’ve not done diamond art before @tyme @Captain24

@tyme I have ordered a paint by numbers of my daughter- a cute pic I took of her at Disneyland!

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The paint by number art sounds great @Bow !

With the diamond art, I'm waiting to hear how you approach it. We found out that @Captain24 and I tackle it differently. I really curious to find out how your brain tells you to do it.

I'll be waiting. Sorry if this post is confusing. Bottom line, once you start doing it, I'll ask you how you do it.

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I’m ordering the muddy photo of Pix and one of Angel in 30x40. @tyme

That’s the size the last custom one was that I did. They say you get more detail the larger you go. I guess it depends on the photo.

I couldn’t focus to do much of my rosella one today but at least it was some.

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Hehehe @Captain24 . I love that muddy photo of Pix!

Why I think I need to order a larger one, is that I have a small lighthouse one- it doesn't even look like a lighthouse because it is so small.

Hence, I'm thinking a need one with a clear contrast of colours. Like my palm tree one. The trees are in dark grey/black, while the background is bright. Hence the contrast makes the trees really stand out.

I'm going to do some research into it.

tyme

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Can you crop the photo and bring the lighthouse closer? @tyme

It should look cute and if I recover I will always have it on my wall to remind me of how far I came.

I never thought of the contrast!

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