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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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The wedding was the wedding 🙂 @Captain24 .

I loved seeing all the kids dressed up so beautifully in their suits and ties. The girls had lovely dresses on.

It was a very simple wedding. Not too elaborate which was good.

All in all, I'm glad I went. I got to catch up with a lot of people.

You don't realise exactly how proud I am of you!!! I'm glad you didn't find it too bad. You seem to have such a caring workplace. Anything you'd like to share about the event tonight?

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I'm going to head off soon @Captain24 , but please do tell me how the event went. I will read it tomorrow.

I hope you have some much-deserved rest tonight 🙂

Hugs, tyme

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My friend has to do a speech @tyme and she gave a few details of the MH battle she went through. As she was saying it she was looking at me. I almost cried. I felt so much support from her. Then the HR manager come over and talk to me and one of the girls from my crew about her MH battle. So I told her about mine in a fair bit of detail. I haven’t felt so supported in the outside world before, other than my MH team. She is going to look at getting me trained in something else so I can be busy at work.

I had to stand up and say my name and what I did at the mine which was really hard. Then the HR manager told everyone that I taught her her bridal waltz.

I chatted to a girl I had never met before.

I think I made a friend!

It was so hard I was shaking when I went in but it turned out ok after all.

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You are awesome @Captain24

👏💙👏

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Aww, such good news from you, @Captain24 ! Your MH is a bit better, you're feeling stronger, you went to the work event, you shared about your MH...well done for all of this!! 🙂 👍 Really happy for you 🙂

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I’m still proud of what I accomplished last night.

Today I’m emotionally, mentally and physically exhausted.

Im really not ok.

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I'm proud too @Captain24 .

But I hear it has possibly taken a lot out of you.

Take some time out today. Be kind to yourself.

I'm happy with my achievement from yesterday too. All I can say is that we did it 🙂

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I’m proud of you too @tyme

I am going to take time out. If I write what I’m thinking and what I want to do I’ll upset others

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I'm really sorry to hear how you're feeling tonight @Captain24. The fact that you are thinking of others and how your posts might make them feel right now, is telling of what a caring person you are.

I'm going to send you a quick email to check in.

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Hope today is a little lighter for you @Captain24 💕

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