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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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Multiple exposures is perfect @Shaz51 🙂

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@tyme , my Mr shaz can not handle too much socialising xx

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So you love socialising @Shaz51 ?

I'm not good at socialising..... or shall I say, I don't like socialising.

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Actually no i dont like socialising too much @tyme , a little bit is OK

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I don't like socialising at all @Shaz51 .

But looking from the outside, no one would know that I don't like socialising.

People think I thrive on it and love socialising - but I actually hate it and inside there's a lot of anxiety.

Oh well....

tyme

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Mr shaz is the same @tyme

People say how can he has MI has he tells jokes

Soo we are doing less and less

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@Shaz51 - That's why I push myself to get out. I know that if I don't keep doing it, I'll do it less and less which ultimately won't be good for me in the future.

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Very true @tyme , soo thinking of you tomorrow and walking with you

That is why sometimes as a carer , we can fall into that which is no good for us either

And someone close said to me that me being mentally and emotionally abused by my father when I was young has affected me within!!!

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@Shaz51 - I hear you. So true.

Hugs

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@Captain24 - Just hang in there. I'm thinking about you.

All the best with your shift tonight and your event tomorrow! (fingers crossed). I'll catch up with you in the next few days.

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