Hey Everyone @EternalFlower @Appleblossom @TAB
Catching up now on recent convos. Had yet another long day. Things are definitely getting better, step by step. But we are still in 'darks-ville.' Triage have stepped in & we had visits last night, today & scheduled for tomorrow. Not a solution, yet it takes a huge amount of pressure off me( & him) to be getting more intensive care, monitored etc. There were all these 'breaks in communication' between "us" (the patients/carers) and "them" (professionals). At one point, I was asked to call back Monday!! I refused & explained we were in crisis - usually I would say 'oh, ok' - I'm learning to be more assertive these days & not give all my power to people I've been trained to think are the authorities. I'm not trying to be critical. I get that there are cracks & breaks everywhere. We are all trying to cope in a system that is broken.
I don't know if it's all the rain that's made things gloomier than usual! My brother said to me once that he loved it after it finishes raining - the world looks so clean...idk.. Perhaps.
@Appleblossom sorry you are going thru what sounds like a case of bullying. I hope you don't mind me saying, I get the impression that you are such a grounded & giving person. No one has the right to make you feel upset, or question yourself. It's very easy to say - I have felt super low on account of others treatment of me... In fact..I feel it daily. Whoever that person is, making you feel bad- they are wrong!! Just saying💜
Maybe you will like this quote I read last night, on my insight timer app. It really resonated with me so I screenshot' ed it.
(Pls excuse, my lack of English skills! It's been one of those days 😩)
💜💜 Feel free to disregard anything I'm saying that's irrelevant.... It's almost 1am
Cocoons are ok too.
@EternalFlower you are ahead of me in ahs now😄! My remote control went missing for hours last night. Typical!! The house is messy again & I feel like it's hiding things from me as well?? Jk. Usually each ep is released on Friday for me. It's really good isn't it. I was so impressed. It's the usual brutal/horror, yet it's using it to convey real life horrors that minorities experience.
Nightmares are awful. You are really brave for sharing on here & asking for help. I admired how you defined that you didn't need anything in particular, only to share what was happening for you. You're amazing!
Better finish writing so I can start some jobs.
