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Trying makes it worse

Trying makes it worse

Hi,

I'm EternalFlower and I've been feeling completely overwhelmed, sad, and pessimistic.

I've tried and been a responsible patient and person, reaching out to various services when I started feeling scarily anxious and suicidal, 2 years back..

My Dr is new, a young guy who regularly admits he's inexperienced, and aside from some good jokes, he actually does very little

I notice how easy it is to blame myself that I don't feel better, a total shame spiral, but I wander if my treatments just are bad....

I wanted to chat and hear anyone and hope I can use this space to help not feel so alone.

Thanks xxx EternalFlower

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Re: Trying makes it worse

Hope Ur well and feeling better @tonys

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Hi @EternalFlower https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FqIACCH20JU&ab_channel=DuranDuranVEVO Thankyou for asking eternal. I'm doing ok making the best of what the day serves up. Gotta see If i can use a bit of spit n polish and put a bit of a shine on an otherwise ordinary day. I hope to have a sneak look in your journal later Eternal.

Hey @StuF @TAB n everyone. Hope you are all well. Need some rain I hear. Not that he listens to me much but I'll give a prayer a go . . Take care all. Hey stuff. don't forget old tonys when you finish your poem. I've still got the last one you did, printed out and in my big book of treasures..

by for now folks. tonys.

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maybe it was this thread @Bill16 ..

hi @tonys @EternalFlower @Appleblossom @hanami hope there is some good inall of your days ..today ... cannot speak for tomorrow ...

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Very broken today @Appleblossom @tonys @tyme @TAB @hanami @Meowmy

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Hey there @EternalFlower

I just saw your post about you feeling broken today and wanted to let you know that I'm here if you wanted to chat, and that you're not alone.

Sending you lots of virtual hugs ❤️

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have you eaten today @EternalFlower ? maybe give yourself a job today as Eternalflowers carer to go and get her something nice to eat hey ? and something to drink as well. Stay safe.

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Hi @amber22 thanks,

Things don't feel right

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I'm sorry to hear that you're not feeling good today @EternalFlower

Was there anything you wanted to chat about in particular? Or did you just want to chat about anything to take your mind off of things?

Sitting with you

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Hello @EternalFlower

I read that you are going through so much..

I also read that you are getting through one by one...day by day...

You are our survivor...

Eternal warrior...

keep on being you...

letting you know that I am thinking of you even though I am not about much..

I am looking after me..

hugs

Sophia

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Hi @TAB I have been getting these fruit bowls at a Cafe every day

Managed to eat one and two coffees today

Spent the afternoon in the Cafe just catching up on things

Goanna try set up my TV in my new place

Might ask someone to help

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