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Trying makes it worse

Trying makes it worse

Hi,

I'm EternalFlower and I've been feeling completely overwhelmed, sad, and pessimistic.

I've tried and been a responsible patient and person, reaching out to various services when I started feeling scarily anxious and suicidal, 2 years back..

My Dr is new, a young guy who regularly admits he's inexperienced, and aside from some good jokes, he actually does very little

I notice how easy it is to blame myself that I don't feel better, a total shame spiral, but I wander if my treatments just are bad....

I wanted to chat and hear anyone and hope I can use this space to help not feel so alone.

Thanks xxx EternalFlower

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Hey @TAB, sorry been a busy night. Catching up on last nights posts now. And as annoying as it might be be, maybe a detox might be a breather before Friday. How long do you expect to be in for??

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Yes re breather @Former-Member was honest w people then they did hypotheticals if shock to system eg

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Slept most of afternoon here @EternalFlower

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Slept 4-5 hrs this afternoon @Former-Member have meds for detoxing. Also helps sleep

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Hello @TAB

How did u feel after getting some rest yesterday afternoon?

Do u feel ok today?

I woke up at 4am bad sleep will nap probably but it doesn't help me much when I'm wrecked! Very over tired

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Hi @EternalFlower I felt good thanks, just last part of sleep last night no good,should have got up earlier.

hope nap can work for you ?

I prob will have one later, am a bit crap re sleep, okay otherwise lol not as if have anything on today anyway lol

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Hard to get timing right @TAB

Hi all @Former-Member @Shaz51 @maddison @Appleblossom

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Sorry Ur rest wasn't too good last night and that Ur detoxing, sending care.

@TAB

Still awake here, had a call from gp this morning re ultrasound I had on knees, all ok.

Hi @Former-Member @Shaz51 @Appleblossom @maddison

I'm feeling bit lonely, my friend is back I think but have not heard from her, my other close friend has also been away.

I am having a little trouble connecting with ppl atm, feeling open , am feeling quiet and anxious.

Maybe 3pm is a sad part of the day? Dunno. Ppl used to say that's when u grt a craving to eat sweet foods...

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That's good re dr @EternalFlower

trying nap here now. Just a thought , you could contact friend? Ive had a lot less contact with one person and another has disappeared. You get used to it.

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Hi @TAB hope nap is good , probably u need rest before hospital...

I contacted her just a generic welcome back yesterday but no reply, so I'm not 100 percent sure she is back...

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