New meds making me feel sick

Aw @BlueBay

If and only if you really bled your previous psyche dry why did this guy take you on? Weird

You were abandoned by your mother - that is a primal wound - adopted children have this wound - and that is the wound you need treated.

My son had that wound - I didn't read "The Primal Wound" until after he had died - but it really did fill in the picture of abandoned children

I will see if I can find it on line - you never know your luck

Decadian

@NikNik

are you still around?? i don't know what to do anymore...

Not sleeping because of stupid new AD = very tired, grumpy very emotional person

I am crying, i can't sleep.

I have just chatted online to Lifeline and just told them i had self harmed today and was having terrible negative thoughts and just when they wanted to know what i was thinking of doing - the connection was lost.

I am scared that they will call the authorities; can they find out where i live?

i am so exhausted, i need my sleep; i don't cope without sleep. i told my psych on tuesday and in one ear and out the other.

no one is listening 😞

Dec here @BlueBay

If you were ringing Life Line on your mobile phone it is very easy to lose the connection

I don't know what will happen but if they send the CAT team what can you lose? You have already had a lot of help from them - it will be okay

You could ring Life Line back and explain what happened - that can't hurt either

Also - not everyone can hear the truth - not because they are not listening but because it is too much and that is not wrong - it just is

We are listening though - even though you don't know who we are we are real people and we care a whole lot

Decadian

@Decadian

i chatted online so it was probably my stupid computer.

i can't do this anymore, there is no more energy left.

exhaustion is a big emotional

I tried chatting on-line to Life Line once - it may be great for some people but it didn't work for me - so I get it

You are drained - exhausted - as you said - oh dear - so am I - I know how it feels - I am not about to SH - I don't feel that kind of done in - just tired

I hope you can get some sleep - sleep is important

I know you must be experiencing despair - you are going through a rough time with all your trouble with your psyche and your psychologist - it's a load

Maybe I will get enough sleep for most of us - I am planning to start that asap

Let's know how you are going though - for right now I will be on-line

think i will try to go to bed and hopefully sleep. i just hate this feeling @Decadian

i know you and everyone else on here are listening, you all do support; it;s my negative head that is so bad

i can't type, just so tired

goodnight Dec xxxoo

I am sure that some sleep will help - it ill make a huge difference

Catch you tomorrow

Dec

Sending lots of hugs @BlueBay 🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗. I hate the nights like your having where you just need to switch off and be nurtured but you can't get either. I have them too. Be genntle 💕