New meds making me feel sick

I think that would make anyone angry @BlueBay .....

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I hope the anger passes today. Do you have enough happening to keep you distracted ?

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Hi @BlueBay

I had a 2 hour consult with my new psychologist yesterday - and today I am wiped out - it seems lately I have been confronted by issues that have brought the past back - and yes - they are just memories and can't hurt me -

About you though - when you write psyche do you mean psychologist or psychiatrist - because I think you see both and that's a good idea - sometimes we have to talk things out with another person - I usually have to ring Life Line after a session with a psychologist

I am wondering if it is ethical for one psyche to talk to another psyche about you without your written permission - when I talk to a psychologist I assume it is confidential - I guess I am not all that concerned about what anyone would repeat as long it was not my family - and colleagues to chat with each other I guess - but still - I would feel highly uncomfortable with that situation you described

Who knows why some people seem to get through life without major issues - but unfortunately it seems to me that some people just get one thing after another and that happens to you - and you have a lot of stuff happening - one thing after another.

I have enough right now - it would be exhausting to hate people as well - that would be too much - so I guess your burden is really heavy.

But you are travelling forward - you wrote "Anger is such a hard emotion" - you are right - it is - but it's not wrong - it just is - and it's what you do with it that counts

I needed to be angry for a long time in my life - I doubt I would have lasted the distance without my anger

We know you don't make things up - it seems my story is a long string of events hitched together - I know you are honest

Remember - those who matter don't mind and those who mind don't matter

Hugs

Decadian

Hi @Decadian

When I say psych i mean psychiatrist. He is the one that admits me into hospital. And I am seeing a new psychologist in November.

I was actually talking to the pharmacist today about my session yesterday with my psych. She said I need to look for someone else and perhaps a female psych. I told her how he was yawning away while I was talking to him and to me that is plain rude. I felt that he wasn't interested in me or what i had to say.

I do know of a female psychiatrist but i have a feeling there is a long wait to see her, but i may call tomorrow and find out. And maybe even put my name on the waiting list.

Boy 2hr consult - that is huge. No wonder you are wiped out.

@Decadian i sometimes feel that i am on a roller coaster with my emotions, and yes including the anger. I feel that one minute i am okay and the next i am a raving lunatic!!! (well not quite)

i just feel scared that i will always be like this; that nothing will change. and that is scary.

Eek @BlueBay

Your psyche yawns - He YAWNS aaaaarrrrrrrkkkkkk

How rude!!!!!!!!!

I deleted what I felt like saying

Yes - I would be looking around for someone else -

I am so sorry - no wonder you are battling

Decadian

Yeah @Decadian i wasn't sure if i had told you.

When he did it yesterday, I ended up sitting there and not talking. And when he asked me questions ie. 'how is work' all i would answer is a one word answer.

I understand that his job would be tiring, sitting and listening to his clients - but i am paying him a lot of money and it's only 1/2 hour session. So if he is tired then he needs to drink more coffee/water or go for a walk NOT yawn in front of me.

I think that is why i am still angry, it is so rude. OMG i am still angry - can you tell??

So do you see why i am struggling, it's not me making up stories or seeing attention (as he told me) oh and he was the one that told me that i had 'bled dry' my therapist of 5 yrs and that's why he is leaving me!!!

So maybe finding a new pysch and seeting a new psychologist soon will be the start of getting the right therapy for me.

ps. i can only imagine what you would have said but deleted ... i was probably saying the same thing!!!