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Thank you @frog 🌺

I know you have been struggling and wish you well. Take care my friend ❤️

Thank you @Lost9 it means so much. Take care 💞

Dear @Former-Member

So sorry to hear what happened to you regarding loss of privacy and discovery by your husband of your Sane user name. The same thing happened to me a little over a year ago. I was forced to urgently close my Sane account. It leaves you feeling very vulnerable and exposed, so I totally understand how you might be feeling.

As you know, I am currently taking a break, but quickly logged in to respond to you when I saw your post just now. Didnt want to miss you, in case you close your account sooner than expected.

Please take care of yourself, and I hope to see you return, when you can find a safe way of doing so.

Best wishes to you.

Emelia 🌺

Thank you @HenryX and @cloudcore

I just can't explain myself any clearer what it is I need from my GP or any dental, and therapy requirements etc. I am just so triggered and exhausted. Instead of help I have stigma on top of ignorance and obsticals thrown in to push me over the edge. All this on top of the family issues of separation and all the stress and physical work gone into this. I really have nothing left. I found two sedatives in a handbag I haven't used for sometime and this is ATM keeping me subdued.

I really have enjoyed our connection HenryX and will think of you often.

Take care JackieX

That makes me feel lovely, thank you @Emelia8 I wish you good health and happiness in your new life. You deserve it!

take care my friend,JackieX

Sorry to hear things are so tough right now @Former-Member

It can be so challenging advocating for ourselves, especially when we are faced with stigma in the kinds of places we go to for help. I know for me it often doesn't feel fair and you are right, it is so exhausting.

Hoping you have some down time to relax now. It can take a lot out of us - these conversations.
- periwiklepixie

@Former-Member Yes, I am feeling sleepy ATM but I want to respond to people befor the account is closed.

I have now got to find another GP....which I don't even know where to start. Having to go through 'my history' etc. had to cancel a referral which I wanted to 'Ports' has I was led to believe it would be just a Kessler questionnaire page I explained these questions are a huge trigger for me, my paranoia. It isn't, there was page after page after page of questions. Just can't do it😢

Now I have nothing as the clinic I self referred to is discharging me after two appts. Because they have ref. Me on.

Now I suppose I am self sabotaging by now having to leave this support too.

I really think that these ref. Places make life so difficult so they don't have clients that are complex, just the really mild ones....makes their life easy eh! ❤️

I'd be lieing to myself if I didn't express so much I want you to stay. I also want to confess that I've been thinking about sharing some of my threads with my flesh people. Reflecting on your experience, I still don't know but it's cause for hesitance, so I thank you.

It feels like you've mainly been reflecting on your own experience rather than reflecting negatively on your own close networks (compared to me at least). I also know it's hard not take the suffering of loved ones personally when the pressure to be perfect is everywhere.

Part of me want you both on. Sharing a profile or seperately. We've all got our stuff. Let's all just work it out in one big hootenanny. We can invite all our parents, even. Then we'll have some fun. Stigma shouldn't stop us (it's kind of what brought us here in the first place). I'm being selfish, whatever happens, I wish you both happpiness. I just wanted to share.

Hello @Dimity

I hope your procedure went very well today and you will recover well from this.

I believe this may be the one you had to postpone due to not having assistance in getting there and back to the hospital. I know it is hard for you also to ask others for essential help. I am the same. I will be deleting my account on Friday, If you are not up to letting us know how you are going with recovery I will check on the bipolar thread. Take care and best wishes 💞💐

Oh @wellwellwellnez i wish I knew the right words. Thank you for all your help and all the help you give to others on the forums. You are a real star my friend. 💞