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Memories

Memories

When I was in high school I often didn't pack a lunch. Partly laziness, partly nothing much there to eat. I'd chuck a couple of apples in my bag and a can of soft drink (which cost 50c back then) and then not eat the apples because bleh. But they were there if I got too hungry.

I was friends with a girl back then and she started noticing I didn't ever bring much food with me. She started out pretending like she wasn't going to eat all her lunch and share hers with me. Eventually she started just packing extra snacks--fruit buns I recall--for me to have. Wednesday's she'd buy her lunch from the canteen and she'd get me a hot chicken wrap. She mothered me a lot back then. She didn't have to, I didn't ask, no one told her to, she was just a really good person.

I think of her often, and I feel very grateful to her. She was always very kind and caring. I remember I started calling her "Mum" as a "joke". But it wasn't really. She took good care of me like mother's are meant to.

It makes me ache to think back on it now.

@BlueBay @TAB @MDT @Appleblossom @Bow @Powderfinger @NatureLover

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Yeah he was @saltandpepper

But it always turns bad so hoping this times different 🙏

I'm always on call, even when he's here, guess that's why the phone is an extension of my arm really. Going to go and sit in couch and see what on the telly. Hoping the rest of your nights are good to you @Emelia8 too x

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@saltandpepper @Anastasia 😀💕

Im watching the footy tonight. Raiders vs Broncos.

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I hope he gets through the night without a hitch @Anastasia it can only get better from here. And would also be nice for you to catch a break every now and then. You are an incredible Mum, both of your boys are very lucky. Still thinking about you and your son dancing around the kitchen together. That's storybook kind of stuff right there.

You enjoy your down time tonight @Anastasia

Hey @Emelia8 how are you going? Oh, how is your little doggo doing?

Never got into the footy myself @Emelia8 though many people have tried to persuade me haha

Watching something on Stan atm called Rectify. It's alright. Story is good but too many hillbilly red necks in it though

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Hey @saltandpepper 👋

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G'day @BlueBay hows your weekend going?

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I'm struggling @saltandpepper just a bit over it all. Over life. Over my mental illness snd my BPD thinking snd behaviour. I'm ashamed I've got it.
I'm tired of everything including living. 🥲🥲

ive never told my doctor or anyone else that "I need help".
so deflated.

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Hi @BlueBay , I'm sorry to hear how much you're struggling tonight. It's so hard to be feeling like you're over everything.

I just want to remind you that the forums are not a crisis service, so if you are needing one to one support or are feeling unsafe, please reach out to one of the services below:

Lifeline: 13 11 14 or Crisis Chat

Suicide call back service: 1300 659 467 or online counselling

Samaritans: 135 247

If in immediate danger: 000

And please keep posting here if it's helpful for you - I know you have given and received a lot of support here in the past. I'm also sending you an email to check in.

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I hear you @BlueBay I think you've been doing a good job in reaching out for support when you've needed to, even if the words haven't been "I need help". Keep leaning on the supports you have in place and try to give yourself a break yeah? I'm sorry I can't be of much help, think we have perhaps been in a similar headspace this week.

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Ah shit I just realised I forgot to take my meds again today. Fu*k.

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Bugger @saltandpepper . Hope you get a good night's sleep 😴

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