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Memories

Memories

When I was in high school I often didn't pack a lunch. Partly laziness, partly nothing much there to eat. I'd chuck a couple of apples in my bag and a can of soft drink (which cost 50c back then) and then not eat the apples because bleh. But they were there if I got too hungry.

I was friends with a girl back then and she started noticing I didn't ever bring much food with me. She started out pretending like she wasn't going to eat all her lunch and share hers with me. Eventually she started just packing extra snacks--fruit buns I recall--for me to have. Wednesday's she'd buy her lunch from the canteen and she'd get me a hot chicken wrap. She mothered me a lot back then. She didn't have to, I didn't ask, no one told her to, she was just a really good person.

I think of her often, and I feel very grateful to her. She was always very kind and caring. I remember I started calling her "Mum" as a "joke". But it wasn't really. She took good care of me like mother's are meant to.

It makes me ache to think back on it now.

@BlueBay @TAB @MDT @Appleblossom @Bow @Powderfinger @NatureLover

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Well shit @Anastasia you've done more than I'd expect anyone to do in your situation. Why don't ya just pack it up for the day and go be with your boy hey?

Will be thinking of you

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He's not home as yet from Dr...

I have tomorrow and Friday off already with him and then Monday is a public holiday 🙂

I am working from home so I can be what is needed to him in real time as well as chip away here. Will see what the day brings 🙂

Thank you for listening @saltandpepper

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That all sounds good @Anastasia catching a few extra days at home. Also gotta balance your mental health as well. But since you're a list maker I imagine it's hard for you to step back from work things. An uncheked list probably makes your brain itchy.

Always happy to listen @Anastasia anytime

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How's your day @saltandpepper ?

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Hi @BlueBay

How are you feeling ?

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Hey @Anastasia have kept myself busy just clearing things out of the house today. Bags and bags of stuff just gonna toss it all. Doesn't get much sleep last night and haven't stopped all arvo, hoping I'll crash and burn early tonight.

How'd you go with those lists today? Stress metre gone down at all?

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Well done you !!!

Nothing done. Only the one thing I had to. Internal melt down of sorts today. Just not doing well. Think reaching my limits, although I thought I was at breaking point lastweek with my boys sh and hospital. Can't explain this. Just wanna run...

Don't know. In bed now. Will have to cook dinner soon arghhh wish I didn't.

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Aw @Anastasia so sorry to hear that. Completely understandable you've had so much going on and not a hell of a lot of time to deal with it all. I think when things get that rough we go into a crisis mode and everything kind of hits once the dust settles. Your boy is home safe now, perhaps you're allowing yourself to process it all now.

Fu*k cooking dinner. Toast, sandwich, cereal, I'm sure there's plenty of stuff in the pantry the boys can rustle something up for themselves. You're recognising you're at your limit, listen to yourself, give yourself the break you need so tomorrow can be a better day.

Sending you a very big hug my friend

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Hi @Anastasia ive still got a headache. Going to have an early night tonight.
I had a phone session with a new psychologist this afternoon. It was triggering talking about my childhood abuse yet agsin.
I went for a walk after the session just to get some cold air on my face.
How are you and your son? Xxx
hi @saltandpepper my friend how was your day? Xxx

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((((( @saltandpepper )))))

My boy just woke me.

He's cleaned kitchen and cooked dinner. Hamburgers with the lot. Such an amazing human. I hugged him and asked is it Freaky Friday. He laughed. Told him he's incredible and I'm truly grteful. Not hungry at all but I'll eat, for him

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