So very very tired.

I have been tired for months now. Fatigued, exhausted, tired. Not just physically tired as in sleep but tired if so many things.

Tired if making life and everything in it works tired if giving me, my time and my money. Tired of people pushing me around. Tired if trying, tired if goal setting, tired of people and their issues, tired of talking, tired at fitting every I and crossing every T, tired if control and power ring played out, tired if listening to what everyone else wants, tired if having to do what everyone else believes I should be doing, tired if trying to figure out life, tired that I struggle to support myself all the time and that it is only me when Im tired, tired of shutting my mouth when I want to stand up to someone because of their attitude.Tired if the selfishness of people. Tired if people being thoughtless towards me. Tired if people who want to control everything and shutting out my voice and opinion.

I'm just done and there is a lot of people I want to say very clearly some things to because they are really showing their true colours and I've lost the respect and time I had for them.

I'm.just tired.