My Mosaic

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@Captain24 wrote:

I went to lunch with a friend last week. She didn’t ask how I was and talked about what’s going on in her life constantly. Not once did we discuss me. It was great! It allowed me to not think of anything but her. I’m tired of talking about me so it was some relief!

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@Captain24 , You're a beautiful person! I never thought of this angle and am going to remember it. Thank you.

@Bow Am hoping your appt with your CM goes well today...

Thanks for saying that @NatureLover. She needs support so that’s what I did.

Im wishing you a little brighter day today. Hope your CM and dietitian appointments go ok @Bow

Good morning @Bow

Hoping things go well for you today.

Sending love 💜💜

How did you go today @Bow ?

Im hoping your CM was at least a little supportive

My appointment with my CM was… a waste of time. I don’t know why I went really. My support worker had emailed her about what has happened over the last couple of days and I felt so unsupported by her. 😩😩

I didn’t wanna attend my dietitian appointment cause I didn’t wanna waste her time. But I did. So many empty promises 😩😩

So sorry to hear @Bow . It sounds so disappointing. I can see you made the effort, but were ultimately disappointed.

Was there something you were expecting them to do? (Sorry if I missed earlier conversation).

I just want my CM to show some care and support @tyme is that really too much to ask?? She was informed of my recent struggles with SH and the decline again in ED behaviours and that I am having a lot of intense flashbacks. She didn’t ask me about any of that. She bought her laptop in and sat there while I did a K10 and then some other questionnaire. Mum specifically contacted my CM and asked for additional support while she is away. I seen her today and that is it.

My dietitian was fine. She is always great. I gave her the run down on all that has happened recently, she could be a psychologist. I told her a few concerning things and we came up with plans to keep me safe and well … that’s where the empty promises come in.

Is it the 'I'm a tick-a-box' feeling from your CM? @Bow That is, she needed to see you for the sake of seeing you, feeling? I'm so so sorry. I can hear how frustrating it can be, esp since your mum reached out to them.

As for the empty promises....oh! I get it now. I think I read it 10 times over.

Please reach out if you need anything. I hear how hurt you are today.

@tyme I have felt like a ‘tick a box’ kind of client for a while with my CM. When she calls it’s always at the end of the day, makes me feel like a last thought, better call her to tick the box.

Urgh I’m a bit of a mess tonight