My Mosaic

Is it possible to change CM? @Bow

Or, what would it look like without a CM?

It's so just sad that it seems you get more triggered by going than not going @Bow

I don’t really feel like it’s something that I have control over unfortunately @tyme its I guess part of the deal of being under community MH.

There was talk over the last few months of me getting a new one, I have vented my frustrations and disappointments to a number of people at comm mh, they said they would flag it with their manager but nothing has ever come of it.

Thankfully she is pregnant, so I guess I will get a new one in the near future anyways.

Oh yes for sure @tyme its such an effort to get myself there, I sit with a lot of anxiety and then I feel so frustrated and disappointed once I leave.

Well it looks like you will get another shortly @Bow . I guess it's just grin and bear it for now. It's just sad that it comes to this in that the matching of CMs and clients isn't the best. I'm glad you were able to share your frustrations.

I've only ever had really really really good CMs, so it's hard to say. Mine were paired to me with careful planning and discussion so they were psychologists. I was really grateful to see how much they looked after me. I had such a thorough handover as well. Geez.... I wish everyone got what i got....

In a way, it reminds me of kids and teachers. My nephew loves school because he's got an amazing foundation teacher... on the other hand, my niece hates school because her teacher is inexperienced and spends her time yelling at them all. @Bow It's really broken me to see how much she wants to stay home and not go to school.

Same with CMs... they either support or destroy people.

The thing is though @tyme she, my CM, use to be good. She use to care. She use to support me. We use to get along well. She is a psychologist. She seems to understand EDs. But something happened. Something changed. And I’m not overly sure what.

I wonder if she's just tired and is lost for answers @Bow ?

Yes perhaps @tyme

She’s got a bun in the oven and just needs to ride out the next however many months. Lost interest.

And I am far from being an easy client. I’m complicated. Maybe she’s given up on me.

@Bow Sorry to hear your appt with your unhelpful CM was a waste of time. Well done for getting there anyway.

What do you have on this weekend?