My Mosaic

I imagine it's better in the long run @Bow for them to have as much info as possible. Though I also understand if that increases your feelings of vulnerability. Might be good to remind yourself of past moments when you've been nervous about being open, and how she reacted in those moments to help reassure yourself that it will be okay.

Thanks @creative_writer but it’s honestly not worth the hassle. Things are complicated, others on the team know. I’m best to just put up with it and wait.

I guess so @Jynx and I know out of all of them she will be the most understanding. And I guess the worst she can do is contact my gp or CM.

For sure @creative_writer its hard when your punished for mistakes you’ve made and they…. My pdoc and treating team, have basically already made up their minds what they are going to do next. What I say, my input or feedback doesn’t really make any difference at the moment. I’m at the mercy of their decisions. They are all in control.

@Bow super tough to not feel in control, that is for sure. If you could change something about your treatment, what would it be?

Yeah I am kinda stuck with community mental health @creative_writer im grateful for the free services. I see my pdoc and psychologist there. It just sucks when there is no choice. I’ve had some pretty horrible experiences with pdocs too prior to comm mh finally taking me on. I’ve just made too many attempts in the last year and now I am being punished. It’s been shit

Oh @Jynx too many to pick from. Many things that I would like to change.