My Mosaic

I had 2 people from community mental health show up today unannounced. Neither were my CM. Both had visited before and both knew me.
They were both very frank about the situation, but were caring and supportive. They were very concerned based on what I had disclosed to my psychologist and going by my history. They asked a lot of question and we came to come agreements via some negotiation that is currently enabling me to remain at home. But only just. They were really pushing for an admission. Part of the agreement was that they have a conversation with mum, to which they were very transparent with her- which is pretty confronting for me. She was also ok for me to remain at home.
The team will visit me Saturday and Sunday and will reassess the situation.

it’s been a challenging day, I feel very vulnerable and exposed. I really do not know how the weekend is going to pan out.

I'm glad you got some support today @Bow, however that may look.

Sounds like they are concerned about you. Hopefully you can stay out of hospital, I know how important it is to be in control of the decisions.

Sending love hon 💕💕

It must be so hard @Bow but at least you now you have some support and are able to remain at home.

I hope the visits go well and are as supportive as you need.

Sitting with you.

Thanks @Captain24 @Snowie

need to keep myself busy and distracted over the weekend.

how are you both?

Been really busy today @Bow so haven't had much time to think. That's probably a good thing.

Just sitting down now for some tea and pj time!

Have you got anything planned for the weekend?

Do you have your D tomorrow or is she at her fathers? @Bow

Busy days are sometimes good @Snowie but they often leave us feeling pretty wiped out.

@Captain24 d is at her fathers tomorrow.

I don’t really have too much planned for the weekend. I’ll do my usual treadmill. I might do my hair. Had a box dye sitting there for ages and there are a lot of greys. And I’ll do my nails as usual.
not sure about Sunday. I won’t know what time community mh will stop by so kinda stuck at home. I’ve got my painting too. Got a new one to start- finished one today.

do you have plans???

I do feel wiped out @Bow Will be an early night tonight.

Sounds like you have a few things to do on the weekend. Hopefully the community mh will come early so you can have the rest of Sunday to yourself.

I always feel better when I have my hair done. I too have to cover the greys!!

I hope you can get some of your painting done too.

That sounds good for tomorrow @Bow. A relaxing self care day.

I know you are stuck at home Sunday but could you and your D do a little spa day? Face masks? Or a movie day.

I hope you can sleep ok tonight @Bow it is good you came to agreement with the mh team and I hope you find them supportive.

Im sorry you have so much happening in your life at this time. We are here for you.

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