My Mosaic

@NatureLover @Snowie @Captain24

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Hi @Jynx

I hope you day has been good...

Hi @Jynx

I hope today has been kind to you

Nothing too special @Snowie just did the dishes that I had been letting pile up 😅

Thanks @Captain24 same to you 😊

@Bow How did your psychologist appt go yesterday?

Hope you are OK... 💜

@NatureLover @Captain24 @Snowie @Eve7 @Jynx @tyme My appointment with my psychologist yesterday went ok I guess. I was mostly honest- but that was super hard. I was able to write things down that I wasn’t able to communicate with my words.

She was going to talk to the team as my CM wasn’t in yesterday. i guaranteed her my safety yesterday and someone will call me today with more of a plan. I’m terrified of hospital. I am also anxious about a call from my CM as things still feel really awkward and strained between us.

This afternoon I have an appointment with my gynae oncologist for my yearly check up. I am also super anxious about this appointment. They always weigh me when I check in and it’s also time to say put me on the list for a hysterectomy. 😭 I have known that this was something that would eventually happen for many years but it’s a difficult decision to make.

I still need to be away from here. It’s not the place for me to be at the moment, but wanted to respond to your question @NatureLover

I know things are really challenging for some of you, you are all facing your own demons. When I have the capacity I still read your posts as they come into my email, so I am following alone and thinking of you all. Please take care. 💕

Thanks for the update @Bow

I'm glad your appt. went ok and that you were able to talk to her about things.

You need to do what is right for you hon. If that means limiting your time here then that is what you do. Just remember we are here for you. Sending lots of love 💗💗

Thanks for keeping us in the loop @Bow.

Im glad you were able to be honest and I hope that they can come up with a plan to best help you in a way that you are happy with.

Good luck with your appt this afternoon. It must have been a hard decision to make.

You take the time you need away from here. I will support you though it all and be waiting for you when you are ready.

Sending you lots of love

Feeling disappointed and alone.

no call from community mental health today.

I’m so sorry @Bow. It must feel so hard for you right now.

How did your appt go?