My Mosaic

My CM made me feel stupid @creative_writer she questioned why I told her the things that I did. Am I not meant to tell her stuff????

what’s the point of going to see her if I’m not meant to tell her stuff???

Yeah it took me ages to trust my old psych too @Snowie even after nearly 2 years with her I still struggled to talk. I dread having to start that process all over again. I already don’t really like my new psych, just from a phone call I had with her. And she can only see my fortnightly, my old psych I seen weekly.

No it’s ok @creative_writer

no I didn’t tell her. I ended up hanging up on her cause she kept questioning me.

Thats a shame that she can't see you every week @Bow I know you are upset with your CM, but is there anyway you can see her in the weeks that you don't see the psych hon. I know it is not the same as seeing your psych each week, but at least it is something.

Have felt far from being safe and supported this week @creative_writer

i was cleaning out a cupboard beside my bed this week, found a stash.

I was suppose to be seeing my CM twice a week @Snowie that was organised after I got out of hospital cause I told her about the trauma anniversary coming up. That hasn’t been happening. Don’t think she really likes me and doesn’t know what to do with me either. She often ups and gestures for me to leave after such a short appointment. Sigh.

im just a difficult client.

You are not difficult hon @Bow not in any way. You deserve the support and that can be so difficult to find at times. I'm sorry your CM isn't more supportive.