My Mosaic

Thanks for caring @Snowie really not doing ok. And feeling really deserted by everyone.
No haven’t told daughter.
hope your ok

sorry

Hugs @Bow . Sounds difficult tonight too.

@Bow it may feel like that, but you have everyone on here in your corner hon.

I know it's not the same as it being face to face however.

Sending lots of love and hugs 💕💕

I’m just a nuisance here @Snowie didn’t appreciate some responses recently. Not you. think it’s best I just stay away.

my irl supports have up and deserted me this week when I have really needed them. There’s been nothing.

I'm sorry to hear about those things happening on here @Bow It must be hard without your supports. Do you know when you are seeing them next?

Sometimes when we put ourselves out there we can get hurt in the process. I know it is difficult but please do not stop trying. You matter too much 💜

I’m suppose to go see my CM tomorrow afternoon @Snowie but I doubt I will go. I was heaps vulnerable with her on Monday about what Monday was for me and the dark place that I was in and I was left to feel stupid.
my psychologist is supposedly back next week. No confirmation that I will see her though.
just not sure there is any point anymore.

I hope you can get to see your psych soon @Bow I know how hard it is when they are away.

Perhaps don't decide on whether you go or not tomorrow just yet. Maybe sleep on it the night. I am sure you will make the right decision for you.

It is hard to find the reasons why to keep going at times. Sometimes we try our hardest and it backfires on us. You are worth fighting for hon.

Really feel like I’m having to start all over again with my psych @Snowie ive only met her the once, back in April. I really miss my old psych.

My old psych used to be great @Bow It took me a long time to be able to trust my current psych and feel comfortable with her. Now I don't know what I would do without her.

It is hard when we have a support leave, especially when we were close to them. It is almost like grieving them I think. That they have been taken away from us too soon.

Please allow yourself that time to grieve. I hope in time you have a good relationship with your new psych. Perhaps with more frequent visits, you can build up a relationship.