My Mosaic

Doubt I have a choice @creative_writer feel like with community mental health you get what you are given.

Thinking of you @Bow. I hear how hard things are for you right now. I’m sorry about your CM. I tell mine everything.

It’s hard in the public system. You don’t get much choice.

So fu€£ing fuming. I’m so over community mental health. My CM called me this morning to change the time of my appointment- an hour earlier. I didn’t want to go but dragged myself there. She diddle daddles out half an hour late. I didn’t even want to be there and she makes me wait.

I already angry. I don’t make any eye contact and just answer her questions. She then talks about my appointments for seeing her next week. I attempt to confirm that my psychologist is back next week….. yeah but not till Friday. So I have to wait another fortnight to see her? No just another weekend and 10 days of some crap she says. I said no, I’m suppose to see her on Wednesday, if she is not in then that means I wait another fortnight. I make eye contact then. And then say I am over this shit…. Apparently I was suppose to know this all along??? No I’m told she would be back beginning of July and then told she is back the 12th. I left. So angry.
my CM is shit. I hate her. I reached out for support over the weekend. Twice I called them. I then reach out to her on Monday cause I hear nothing from her, she doesn’t bother to check in after the shitty weekend I had. I told her what Monday was for me and she just questions me why I even told her that information???? And then I hear nothing from her all week. I feel so unsupported.
nothing was ever done about that shit psych registrar who called me selfish. I’ve had shitty pathetic support since I got out of hospital.
I’m so freaking done with it all. Had enough. If I wasn’t taking D to Disney on ice next week I’d just finish it off. [removed by moderator]

I don’t know what to say @Bow. Just that I’m really sorry you are going through this.

Sitting with you

Hey @Bow ,

I'm sorry it was so hard for you today. I hear that you do not gel with this new CM, and you had a stressful appointment today.

Is there anything you can think of that may help you right now? I know you are taking your D to Disney on Ice - when's that?

Hi @Bow

Please know that you are not alone.

I've had people who have tried to support me in the past and it just doesn't work out. I'm sorry you are going through this.

I wonder if there are any positive activities you can engage in where you don't have to think about things... Sometimes for me that's binge watching my favourite shows..

What does it look like for you?

We are here for you

fluffylight xx

Hugs my @Bow xxxxx

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