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My Mosaic

My Mosaic

My Mosaic

I like mosaic art, I’ve never actually done any, but it intrigued me. Made up of hundreds of tiny pieces of stone, glass and ceramic. If you look at it close up it doesn’t really look like anything special, if anything it looks like a mess. But if you take a step back and view the whole picture- it’s a master piece. I guess it’s kind of like life. So many tiny parts, some messy if we look just at the one part. Some day i guess I’d hope that the mess of my life will at some point look half decent.

So here is part of my mosaic, bits and pieces kept tidy together 🙂

tagging you @Emelia8 cause you asked 🙂

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I'm sorry that happened to you when you were seeking support..

Would you be comfortable calling your case manager again?

I wanted to offer some services to you for you needs that offer support:

I hope you find the care and support you deserve and need 💛 (yellowheart)

fluffy light x

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hi @Bow im sorry you have endured what you did. i can relate to you in that experience. its not really much that i share though.
one thing i can say is i understand the anniversaries, the memories, thoughts and the disgust we feel towards ourselves for something that happened to us that isnt our fault.

im sorry that your case manager wasnt supportive and then called family.
have you heard of Blue Knot foundation and also 1800RESPECT? they may be of benefit to you. 1800 respect offers free counselling (you can also be anonymous in the webchat) for those who are survivors of abuse

https://blueknot.org.au/
https://www.1800respect.org.au/

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No I won’t be calling my case manager again and I’m not due to see her until Friday and I don’t even know if I will go to that appointment @fluffylight I was heaps vulnerable in sharing what I did with her and she just made me feel worse and stupid.

taken a heap of meds to hopefully just knock me out

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Sorry to hear how today has been @Bow. Thinking of you and hoping you get some rest tonight 💜

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I am so sorry to hear about your awful anniversary @Bow 😞 and that you don't feel safe 😞

Can you share with your case manager how she made you feel?

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@Bow I completely understand how hard those anniversaries are hon. Especially when those days are meant to be one's of happiness and celebration, and it is torn apart within seconds. Every year on certain days I struggle with those flashbacks even more than usual. It feels like everything is happening again and I feel powerless to stop it. Day's that bring my family joy, bring me utter despair.

Please know that you are not alone in this struggle. We are here with you through it all. I know how hard it is to face those days head on. We just want to run and hide from the world. To do whatever we can to try and take that pain away.

Sitting in that difficult spot with you hon 💕💕💕

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I want to apologise I’m not ok and I shouldn’t be here I’m sorry if I have upset anyone with what I have shared I want to wish you all the best please take care of each other

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I am sorry You’re not ok @Bow I’m not sure what to say that will help but I really care about you.

Anniversaries are hard 🩵🦋🩵

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@Bow I hope your day is going better

Much love to you 💜💜

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Good morning @Bow

Worried about you hon and hoping you got the help you deserved.

Hoping today is a little brighter for you.

Have you told D about your trip to Disney on Ice or still keeping it a secret?

Wishing you lots of love hon 💗💗

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