My Mosaic

@Bow 💔 👀👂🙏😞💞

I'm safe but not ok this morning. It's been a week, my head is a mess and I'm feeling really unwell. Want to disappear under the covers today. I apologise if I upset or triggered anyone last night.

So glad to hear you are safe @Bow ☀🌺

No need at all to apologise. Of course I was concerned about you, but not triggered by your posts last night. I hope today is better for you.

Is there something special you can do today with your little girl? Tomorrow is her first day of school I think.

Emelia 💝

Thanks @Emelia8

She starts Tuesday, they have split Kinder starts over 2 days.

Good morning @Bow

Thank you for checking in and no need to apologise. I was worried about you so pleased to see you this morning.

Take care hon

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Comm mh called earlier to check in with me. They won't see me, won't let me see a pdoc there. Devastated. What do I even do now? Can things feel any shittier and hopeless

I cannot understand why they refuse to help you @Bow ... I find this so upsetting that you keep getting rejected there. What the hell are they even there for if they cannot help people who seriously need help? I can understand why you feel devastated and hopeless ... I would too. All I can suggest is that you once again check in with your GP, and see what she can put in place for you. If she knows that Comm MH will not do anything, then she may have some other options for you. Can you do that tomorrow sweetie? Please dont lose hope ... you can still do this.

Emelia 🙏🌺💕

I don't understand either @Emelia8 no doubt my gp will be in touch tomorrow, comm mh apparently sent her an email late Friday afternoon informing her of their decision. I'm sure she can refer me to another private pdoc but I can wait anymore. I expressed this to comm mh on Friday, I said I am desperate to see someone now. Do they see that I am beyond help? Is that why they won't even bother looking at me? Do I have to end up in a box for them to see?

Hiya @Bow ,

I can see you've had quite an upheaval in your support today which sounds stressful. As @Emelia8 has shown, we are absolutely here to support you and care very deeply for your safety and to be able to sit with you. I'm just feeling a bit concerned following these posts so I've dropped you a private email also to check-in.

Wishing you the very best and with much care,

Otter