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My Mosaic

My Mosaic

My Mosaic

I like mosaic art, I’ve never actually done any, but it intrigued me. Made up of hundreds of tiny pieces of stone, glass and ceramic. If you look at it close up it doesn’t really look like anything special, if anything it looks like a mess. But if you take a step back and view the whole picture- it’s a master piece. I guess it’s kind of like life. So many tiny parts, some messy if we look just at the one part. Some day i guess I’d hope that the mess of my life will at some point look half decent.

So here is part of my mosaic, bits and pieces kept tidy together 🙂

tagging you @Emelia8 cause you asked 🙂

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I really can't answer that for you @Bow . Your inner being will guide you. Sometimes, things can feel so painful and difficult, just like it was for me.

However, looking back, if I DID go through with what my mind was telling me, I wouldn't have the amazing life I have today.

How about you join tonight's Peer Group Chat? https://client.chatwee.com/popout/5fe12dcb78c130638b151232

It is on Find the Right Support for You.

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You’re lucky @tyme you’re blessed that you have an amazing life now. You found something worth fighting for and got it. I’m not that strong. Sorry

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I'm not posting that way with the intention of reminding you that you don't feel so good at this time. It is moreso to let you know that I also was once in a place of utter despair. I did not feel I had hope. I did not feel strong at all @Bow .

Yet here I am, a totally different person.

You never know when things will turn around. It will.

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I’m so sorry

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Hearing you @Bow . An email is flying your way 🙂

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I'm sorry that you've had confronting developments with your brother and stepdad @Bow 😞

I want to say along with @tyme that I was in utter despair for my life for 3 years, intensely suicidal witrh nothing to live for, but I'm glad I am still here, and I feel my life is now better than before the nervous breakdown.

You can also get there, dear @Bow 💜 Sending wishes and hugs...

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My case manager called me this morning and I arranged to go in and see her this afternoon. There I tried to explain to her the utter desperation I feel to not be here anymore, but not being able to go. How trapped it makes me feel and that it causes me to panic. She asked if I needed to go to hospital and I firmly said no. I can’t be there. We chatted about a few other things that have been going on and then I left. I slumped into my car and some how drove myself home. I’ve had some prn this afternoon and just wanna go to bed.

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Hugs @Bow .

I'm here for you.

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Thanks @tyme

I’m sorry I’m such a nuisance. I’m sick of me. But I am scared to face the weekend.

how r u? Do you have weekend plans?

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I'm not sure what I'm doing this weekend yet. I will be on forums a bit. Not sure when though. @Bow

Do you have anything planned?

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