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My Mosaic

My Mosaic

My Mosaic

I like mosaic art, I’ve never actually done any, but it intrigued me. Made up of hundreds of tiny pieces of stone, glass and ceramic. If you look at it close up it doesn’t really look like anything special, if anything it looks like a mess. But if you take a step back and view the whole picture- it’s a master piece. I guess it’s kind of like life. So many tiny parts, some messy if we look just at the one part. Some day i guess I’d hope that the mess of my life will at some point look half decent.

So here is part of my mosaic, bits and pieces kept tidy together 🙂

tagging you @Emelia8 cause you asked 🙂

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@Bow, hon. It wasn’t your fault. I struggle with this myself a lot. It’s hard for survivors to not blame themselves. Maybe it’s a protective mechanism, it helps us feel in control by helping us feel like we are better able to protect ourselves. I wish I could support you more but things have been really hard at my end. Sending you hugs 💖.

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@Bow I get it hon. I too blame myself and the choices I made were my fault.

It is hard to see past this. It is hard to acknowledge that we deserve help and support from our professional team and also our friends/family.

Sending lots of love and strength your way. You are not alone in this struggle 💌💌

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Hey @Bow my dear friend,

I'm here with you. You are not alone.

Hugs to you. Hope you are okay.

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Not ok @tyme

Want to dig a hole and climb in it

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Nah @Bow - not a good idea my friend, because then I won't be able to see you! I'm not very good at climbing down holes... I end up falling in and it hurts.

Let's walk this rough road together?

I really miss chatting to you. Caramel latte for you? Or chai?

Hugs!

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Maybe an iced chai @tyme ?

ambulance here at the moment for my step dad. His gp ordered him to hospital.

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Hugs @Bow - please take care. Here's your iced chai!

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@tyme Im feeling so frustrated with myself tonight

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@Bow , hearing you.

Did something happen for you to feel frustrated with yourself?

How about you take me on a virtual tour to the UK?

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I had an appointment with my case manager this afternoon @tyme I get so frustrated that I can’t communicate better to her how I am really feeling. I get there and just clam up. I am so anxious. Sit there rocking back and forth, playing with my rock and answer her questions with the fewest of words… or a simple nod or shake of the head.

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