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My Mosaic

My Mosaic

My Mosaic

I like mosaic art, I’ve never actually done any, but it intrigued me. Made up of hundreds of tiny pieces of stone, glass and ceramic. If you look at it close up it doesn’t really look like anything special, if anything it looks like a mess. But if you take a step back and view the whole picture- it’s a master piece. I guess it’s kind of like life. So many tiny parts, some messy if we look just at the one part. Some day i guess I’d hope that the mess of my life will at some point look half decent.

So here is part of my mosaic, bits and pieces kept tidy together 🙂

tagging you @Emelia8 cause you asked 🙂

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Nothing a chat can solve or make better @tyme nothing anyone can really do. Lotsa trauma stuff. Flashbacks and dissociation. I’m tired. Exhausted really.
sorry

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I'm sorry to hear how hard today is for you @Bow .

Please know I am sitting with you.

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I need to disappear

this is too hard

im sorry

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Hey @Bow ,

I hear this is so terribly hard at the moment and there have been better days.

You deserve better. Whatever happened was NOT your fault.

When things just seems too hard, let others support you.

That's why we need each other. I know you can do it.

If you feel the need to reach out, please remember crisis lines:

- Lifeline on 13 11 14

- Beyondblue on 1300 224 636

- Suicide Call Back Service on 1300 659 467

Sitting with you and holding your hand through this.

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Oh @tyme there is so much you do not know, you do not understand. I made choices. Made decisions that resulted in what happened. I should not take up space for people that actually need it.

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@Bow I think I know what you are talking about.

You are not taking up space. You are a survivor too and struggling with it.

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Also @Bow I just wanted to add I ‘get it’ Im a survivor too.

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It sounds like you bear this on yourself as though it was your fault? @Bow .

Abuse is by no means the victim's 'fault'. Abuse is NOT acceptable. Any form of abuse.

You are not taking up space. You are important to many. You have so many incredible qualities which I have seen glimpses of on the forums.

As @Captain24 mentioned, you are a survivor.

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Hey @Bow ,

I'm just going to send you an email. Look out for it.

Hugs

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@Bow I'm holding out hope that your days will get better. They have before, and they can again.

I know it must be absolutely exhausting 😞

Sending hugs and wishes 💜

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