My Mosaic

Thinking of you @Bow

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@Bow wrote:

I guess I could have that conversation with my pdoc @NatureLover although I think there was a reason why she bought it up the other day I just can’t remember it. She was talking about the protector… this part of me that comes out to protect me from something. This is why I need things written down so that I can remember them and understand.

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Do you have alters, @Bow ?

I'm so sorry you felt so hopeless, trapped and despairing yesterday 😞

Sending you much 💜

As in DID alters @NatureLover ?

I stupidly opened a can of worms with a helpline this morning.
How dare this person think they know me better than I know myself.

Of course it all happened because of me.

I should not of been there I should not of gone out I should not of sat there.

Nothing will change that

nothing will erase the guilt that I feel

nothing

and nothing is going to make this horrible pain that I feel every day go away

i don’t want to feel it anymore

i don’t wanna keep living like this

i don’t wanna keep living

Are you safe @Bow ?

💚🤗💚

Not feeling it ill go

@Bow I am sorry to hear you are feeling this way hon.

Sometimes feeling this way is so hard to sit with, to deal with.

Would it help if we sat here together?

I can’t anymore just can’t

hey @Bow, I'm here to listen ❤️ What do you want to chat about?

Not sure talking is going to do anything @Former-Member im beyond that beyond any help