My Mosaic

@Bow sitting here in this difficult place with you 💕💕

I hate my life so much. I also talked with my psychologist and then my case manager today about my mum. How I can’t say no to her. How I feel like I have to take her places. That I owe it to her.
Since getting home from my appointments I’ve agreed to take my mum and step dad to 4 appointments this week between the 2 of them.
I feel so dam trapped. There is no way out of this. And I just feel like I am wasting everyone’s time by even talking about it. Nothing is going to change. Nothing CAN change.
I hardly get a weekend to myself or just me and my daughter anymore cause they are all taken up with markets for my mum.
my case manager said I should just lay it all in the table and tell mum that certain weekends I’m just not available. But I can’t do that.
trapped.
and there is only one way out

Anyone around?

Hey @Bow I'm around. Sounds like things are exhausting at the moment. How you doing? 💝

Also totally no pressure to reply if you want to chat to friends.. I'm just here in the background if you need me 😊

I’m just really tired of the pain @Paperdaisy

It feels like there is always something and I’m just so over it

It can feel like that @Bow it's so relentless. I wish there was more I could do.

I honestly don’t think there is anything anyone can do for me @Paperdaisy im beyond it all. Nothing will ever change for me. I dont wanna keep wasting peoples time.

You're not wasting anyone's time @Bow You deserve support as much as anyone 💝

I don’t know what else there is to do @Paperdaisy
I have zero fight left in me

im tired of feeling so numb yet feeling so overwhelmed with everything. I’m so confused. I feel so trapped with no other way out

im sorry

One foot in front of the other @Bow I hope you can get some rest tonight. Check in with us tomorrow 💝