My Mosaic

Hi @Bow , just checking in with you this morning and hoping you are coping... 💜

I’m hoping that you are doing, even a little, bit better today @Bow

Thanks @Captain24 @NatureLover

Last night was really bad. Mum was worried. I was worried. I’m really not in a good place. Last night I ended up calling my mh team. I said things without actually saying things but they didn’t get the hint I guess. They said to just go to sleep. I came so very close. I ended up falling asleep holding on to things that I shouldn’t have.
my case manager isn’t in today. My psych is but I really don’t like calling her outside of my sessions. She is a busy lady.

It’s a really scary place to be in @Bow.

You reached out for help which is a big thing. You also went to sleep holding things BUT you didn’t use them. I know it’s not much but it’s progress.

I’m sure your psych would rather you call when in need rather than after. Can you maybe email her your concerns? Then she can get back to you when she is available? That’s what I do with my nurse as I feel like I’m a burden.

Please know that I care and that I’m thinking of you. I’m here for you.

Wouldn’t even know what to say @Captain24

Today should of been my wedding anniversary.
Instead we have been separated 5 yrs.

instead I’m fighting to stay here, fighting to find reason to keep going

heya @Bow, I know you're fighting and that takes such strength and courage ❤️

I know for me, anniversaries can bring up a lot of confusing feels. I often think about what my life would be like if my ex and I hadn't broken up.

Sitting with you ❤️

Hey @Former-Member do you know if cloudcore is still around

Hugs @Bow ❤❤

heya, @cloudcore is still around the forums occasionally, but mostly doing other work around the org 😊 Want me to pass something on?

And biiiiiggggg hugs @Bow

@Shaz51 I miss @cloudcore too.