My Mosaic

It hurts so bad. That pain. Words are not enough.

im too on edge and agitated to paint. Had my meds.

Thanks @creative_writer

I hear that @Bow . I hear the pain. I hear the anguish.

At this stage, I don't think me saying anything will help. I would like to share some of my experiences with you - maybe tomorrow.

It's okay you don't feel able to paint now.

Sitting with you, tyme

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@Bow wrote:

im really not sure about an admission. I wish life wasn’t other wise so busy and having so many responsibilities. I have an oncologist check up this week too, on Thursday. It was rescheduled from July and because there were things on my scan, I need to go. 😩

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Sorry to hear, @Bow 😞

I don't know what was in your blank post, but am concerned for you...sending hugs and wishes... 💜

Sending love to you @Bow

💙🦋💙

Wanna cry

so repulsed by my own body

i hate it so much

gave into my ED this morning

started restricting again

i don’t wanna eat anything

im angry

im sad

i just wanna crawl into bed and disappear forever

I hear you @Bow

Sitting with you honey @Bow

💙🦋💙

So sorry your ED is so loud and pervasive @Bow 😞

Concerned for you... 💜