My Mosaic

Webster packs are good @Bow (for me anyway). I'm more than capable, but I still need my meds webster packed. It gets delivered to my house once a fortnight. Meh? I was angry at the beginning and accused my CM of taking control away from me. In the end, I gave in, and it's been the best thing ever! I don't need to worry about meds at all. I don't even see scripts. The pharmacy liaises with the doctor.

Give it a go. Any change is always hard, but as you've said many times before, you can't continue living the way you are.

You're not the first to have this happen, and you're not the last. Give yourself a chance.

Exactly. Just something else I don’t have any control over.

doesn’t matter anyway

Sorry it’s still so hard for you @Bow and you feel like you’re losing control.

My psych made the pharmacy keep my scripts but gave me the whole 3 boxes of meds. I feel like it’s temptation having them all here. I feel I need to remove the temptation. Maybe Webster packs might be beneficial.

I always though webster packs were for old people @Captain24 @Bow - I was so resistant to having them. Looking back, I'm a bit ashamed I carried on about it. It's been the best things ever... unfortunately, even with the dates and times on the webster packs, I still forget to take them sometimes. I've also taken the night meds instead of morning meds because I do it so habitually - I need to be more mindful when taking meds.

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@Bow wrote:

Thank you @NatureLover i really do appreciate you stopping by each morning and your well wishes 💕

how are you doing??

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I'm doing OK thanks @Bow . Battling some S.A.D. depression but nothing like it used to be, thanks to my therapy light box. Haven't missed work this winter because of it yet! Amazing.

I'm sorry things are so bleak for you 😞 Do you think you'll take a hospital admission early next week? I know you have commitments this weekend... Either way will be thinking of you and sending wishes for what you need, when you need it... 💜

Glad that your ok and that your light therapy box is making a difference for you @NatureLover

im really not sure about an admission. I wish life wasn’t other wise so busy and having so many responsibilities. I have an oncologist check up this week too, on Thursday. It was rescheduled from July and because there were things on my scan, I need to go. 😩

Makes sense @Bow . I hear your side. And I hear their unspoken side.

Why @tyme ?????

Hey @Bow - I think it's an answer we both know deep down. I've been there. I know how much it hurt. I can still feel the hurt. Yet I'm here because of it.

I'd encourage you to find something pleasant to do. Why not start your painting now?