the weather has been really nice here the last couple of days, so after being woken super early by D to hunt for eggs, i decided to go for a walk. Just a short one. didnt want to burn all my energy before the day had even started. it was nice out walking. ive been spending alot of time on the treadmill, but think i might go back to going for a walk. freshair, some Vit D and take the dog for a walk too..... and get back into some podcasts.
ive been pottering around in the garden today. ive had heaps of plants in water propogating and they were beyond ready to be put in soil, so i did that and then went around and gave some plants and trim so that i could propogate more plants. its an ongoing cycle. i enjoy gardening. i have some beautiful begonias, but am struggling with how to best look after them.
Community mh came around this morning too. not much to report to them really. they have been checking in on my phyical health as well cause of how much everything has knocked me around. i havent spoken to them much about my mental health, i just tell them that i am ok. Which is the truth. im ok, im not at risk. but ive been doing alot of thinking. it doesnt sound right to say im looking forward to seeing my psychologist on tuesday... i dont know what words to use, but i really need to talk. process.
anyhow, i shall go do some more pottering around.
