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My Mosaic

My Mosaic

My Mosaic

I like mosaic art, I’ve never actually done any, but it intrigued me. Made up of hundreds of tiny pieces of stone, glass and ceramic. If you look at it close up it doesn’t really look like anything special, if anything it looks like a mess. But if you take a step back and view the whole picture- it’s a master piece. I guess it’s kind of like life. So many tiny parts, some messy if we look just at the one part. Some day i guess I’d hope that the mess of my life will at some point look half decent.

So here is part of my mosaic, bits and pieces kept tidy together 🙂

tagging you @Emelia8 cause you asked 🙂

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Lots of love you dear @Bow

💙💙💙🦋💙💙💙

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Thank you @Eve7 @Snowie @NatureLover

My case manager bought me to hospital this afternoon. My ED is very loud at the moment and my CM insisted I go. I’m not ok about being here.

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Sorry to hear you are at the hospital @Bow but glad you are getting some support.

Take care of you hon. Here with you 💜💜

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Hey @Bow ,

Just wanted to check-in with you. It certainly sounds challenging at the moment with so much going on.

I hope you'll find strength to reach out to people around you even though it may be so difficult.

Sometimes, it's okay not to be okay.

We are here for you,

tyme

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You’ve been hanging on by a thread for so long @Bow I really hope you get the support you need.

Its hard to be in hospital but we are here with you hon.

Lots of love, squishy hugs and prayers.

💙🤗🙏🤗💙

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I’ve been here since mid afternoon. My case manager did a home visit today and cause I didn’t keep my agreement from earlier in the week to eat a banana and an up and go and haven’t eaten anything for a certain amount of days and struggling with fluids…. And as a result my body is not coping, she insisted that I come or they would force me.
my potassium is low, I’ve had IV potassium.
I’ve just seen the mh guy. Being in the psych ward is not helpful, he agreed with that. They are not set up for EDs. They really have no clue. But cause my ED is linked to SI, he needed to talk to me. He said he won’t force me into the psych ward cause I am here voluntarily.

i know that I need help…. I don’t want it though. My body desperately needs nourishment, but I can’t provide it. I want to eat but I can’t. I want to drink but I can’t.

its shit. I’m exhausted. I’m so sad. I need help but I don’t know where from or what it looks like

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Sitting with you @Bow

💙🦋💙

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My potassium hasn’t come up but I’m being sent home and have been told to just eat. If it was that bloody simple I wouldn’t be in this shitty situation

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@Bow 😔💝🙏👂👀

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So sorry to hear, @Bow , that they sent you home with no support 😞

I don't know what state of Australia you're in...I'm assuming you're not located anywhere near a specialised ED ward?

Sending hugs and wishes 💜

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