FORUMS

Connect with people who understand what you are going through, seek advice and surround yourself with support. We're free, anonymous, and professionally moderated 24/7.

  • 47,612Members
  • 1,358,869Posts
  • 1,400,000Visitors
Something’s not right

My Mosaic

My Mosaic

My Mosaic

I like mosaic art, I’ve never actually done any, but it intrigued me. Made up of hundreds of tiny pieces of stone, glass and ceramic. If you look at it close up it doesn’t really look like anything special, if anything it looks like a mess. But if you take a step back and view the whole picture- it’s a master piece. I guess it’s kind of like life. So many tiny parts, some messy if we look just at the one part. Some day i guess I’d hope that the mess of my life will at some point look half decent.

So here is part of my mosaic, bits and pieces kept tidy together 🙂

tagging you @Emelia8 cause you asked 🙂

22122 replies

3,191 - 3,200 of 22,122

In response to: My Mosaic

Re: My Mosaic

In response to: Re: My Mosaic

Re: My Mosaic

Please stay safe sweetheart @Bow

Yiy are very precious. Remember God is for you.

💙🦋🤗🦋💙

In response to: Re: My Mosaic

Re: My Mosaic

Sitting with you tonight @Bow

I know how awful, anniversaries and flashbacks can be. Try to stay grounded. Reassure yourself that you are safe now. Your trauma was a whole year ago. In the past, and will not happen again. You are okay.

In response to: Re: My Mosaic

Re: My Mosaic

I know I am safe and it’s not happening again but my body doesn’t know that. It just wants to run. It wants to disappear and make all of this stop

i feel so abandoned today. My psychologist is away again this week of all the weeks to be away

In response to: Re: My Mosaic

Re: My Mosaic

Hi @Bow,

It's so tough when our supports are away at a time when we need them most I feel that feeling of abandonment in your post, and so sorry you are hurting today. We are sitting with you here, and holding that feeling with you.

It sounds like it's a really difficult week for you You mentioned knowing you are safe, and still feeling the past in your body. Is there anything that helps you ride that wave/feeling when it comes up?

In response to: Re: My Mosaic

Re: My Mosaic

Not really @Daisydreamer just let myself disappear. I don’t really have the capacity at the moment to do anything else, too intense too overwhelming

In response to: Re: My Mosaic

Re: My Mosaic

Sitting by your side @Bow

💙🦋🤗🦋💙

In response to: Re: My Mosaic

Re: My Mosaic

It doesn’t matter I don’t matter my story and truth is just that silence

im not ok I’m scared I’m alone I’ll just go

In response to: Re: My Mosaic

Re: My Mosaic

I'm here @Bow. You definitely matter to us!☮️💝💖💓💜💜💜💙💚💛🧡❤️❤️❤️☀️🌈✨🌟

In response to: Re: My Mosaic

Re: My Mosaic

@Bow how are you doing today?

3,191 - 3,200 of 22,122