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My Mosaic

BowSenior Contributor18 Nov 2020, 7:26 pm AEDT

My Mosaic

My Mosaic

I like mosaic art, I’ve never actually done any, but it intrigued me. Made up of hundreds of tiny pieces of stone, glass and ceramic. If you look at it close up it doesn’t really look like anything special, if anything it looks like a mess. But if you take a step back and view the whole picture- it’s a master piece. I guess it’s kind of like life. So many tiny parts, some messy if we look just at the one part. Some day i guess I’d hope that the mess of my life will at some point look half decent.

So here is part of my mosaic, bits and pieces kept tidy together 🙂

tagging you @Emelia8 cause you asked 🙂

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Eve7Senior Contributor02 Jan 2021, 5:29 pm AEDT

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I am still sitting with you @Bow and hearing your distress today

Have you thought of printing some of your posts and taking them with you to the GP? That might be easier than talking through it all with a new person.

I can understand your shock with the phone going through to the psych ward but I suppose when some people are having an emergency it’s a good idea.

It’s good you connected with the help desk and hopefully you can again if needed.

Lots of love and prayers hun

💖🦋🙏🦋💖

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BowSenior Contributor02 Jan 2021, 8:58 pm AEDT

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@Eve7 that is something that i could consider. i need to go in with something otherwise i will get there and not know what to tell her and then that will just be a waste of yet again another medical appointment.

thank you @Eve7 @Emelia8 and @Former-Member i really dont have anywhere else safe to go to get out what is going on inside me. this is what every day feels like at the moment, coming in waves. i dont have good days... rarely even good moments, often wake up with these intense feelings that i simple can not shake all day. i dont see my psych for another 2 weeks, feels like such a long time away.

i have just got back from a walk in the misty rain. i needed to get out and escape for a bit. i did something really stupid and dangerous and had to run when seen.

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Eve7Senior Contributor02 Jan 2021, 9:17 pm AEDT

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Please stay safe @Bow You are very important and I know it’s hard with such intense pain but it will pass.

One good moment is a win so hold onto those moments.

🦋🙏🦋

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BowSenior Contributor02 Jan 2021, 9:34 pm AEDT

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i feel in a really scary place after walking.

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JynxModerator02 Jan 2021, 9:38 pm AEDT

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Hey @Bow, just checking in. Not sure if this helps as I'm not sure what you were alluding to earlier, but if you're scared, do you have anything to help you feel more safe/comfortable? Hot tea, soft blanket, fuzzy teddy?

Here if you need

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BowSenior Contributor02 Jan 2021, 9:56 pm AEDT

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trying jynx had a hot shower and drink and crawled into bed. head not in a good place

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JynxModerator02 Jan 2021, 9:59 pm AEDT

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Hope you are able to rest @Bow

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BowSenior Contributor02 Jan 2021, 10:57 pm AEDT

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Emelia8Senior Contributor02 Jan 2021, 10:59 pm AEDT

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I'm still here with you @Bow 💞

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BowSenior Contributor02 Jan 2021, 11:14 pm AEDT

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too hard. need to run.

ive appreciated the times you have sat here with me @Emelia8 , you too @Eve7 your both kind even when your own days are hard. hope others know how lucky they are to have you here and continue to treat you well. be kind to yourselves and please take care. x

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