My Mosaic

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Sometimes when it’s too hard like tonight @Bow I read Psalm 23. It only has 6 verses but it usually calms me.

I am sure you know it hun. Please don’t give up. I’m just holding on tonight too.

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Hope your day has been better @Eve7

Hope you ok too @Emelia8

Last night not good and woke with a migraine this morning been in bed all day

Sorry about the migraine @Bow such nasty things. Hope it goes soon.

I had a rough night but ok now.

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@Bow @Eve7 💞

My head is feeling a bit better tonight and I have managed to eat a little something this evening although everything in my screamed not to, the nausea that I was feeling has eased and I don’t feel lightheaded.

I have my new gp appointment in a couple of days and I have started making some notes of what I want to mention.

My new boss is trying to arrange a staff meeting which I am super anxious about, there is only 4 of us on staff and they all know that I have not been well, to what extent I am unsure though. Finding myself overthinking everything. They were talking about the meeting being over morning or afternoon tea and then someone said do we need to meet around food? All I think about it that they know and some don’t want to make it awkward but the fact they are makes it awkward and makes my anxiety worse. Probably has nothing to do with my eating issues and everything to do with people being over food this time of the year, but that’s how I am thinking. Feel stupid.

Hoping that maybe more staff will be on board as off tomorrow at comm mh and they will perhaps call.

No need to feel stupid @Bow . I understand why you’d feel anxious.

people at my work eventually found out about why I was off work and they’ve been ok about me returning.

We have to remind ourselves of our good points....not easy but keep trying.

thanks @Eve7 my work is my church, not sure if i have mentioned that before. Just got a new lead pastor, not feeling too comfortable with that, he is lovely, just different and yeah. i am able to work from home, which is handy.

when are you able to return to work again?

I can return in 2 weeks when I’m allowed to drive again @Bow

I’ll be doing recruitment so it won’t be my usual position.

oh thats good? can i ask what you normally do?