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My Mosaic

My Mosaic

My Mosaic

I like mosaic art, I’ve never actually done any, but it intrigued me. Made up of hundreds of tiny pieces of stone, glass and ceramic. If you look at it close up it doesn’t really look like anything special, if anything it looks like a mess. But if you take a step back and view the whole picture- it’s a master piece. I guess it’s kind of like life. So many tiny parts, some messy if we look just at the one part. Some day i guess I’d hope that the mess of my life will at some point look half decent.

So here is part of my mosaic, bits and pieces kept tidy together 🙂

tagging you @Emelia8 cause you asked 🙂

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Oh I'm sorry to hear that @Bow I can hear the pain this “monster” is causing.
I really appreciate you being open with me about that.

What do you think you might need right now?

I know you have your ways of accessing supports and those you feel more comfortable with reaching out to & encourage you to use them if you feel they will help today.

Do you think reaching out in those ways is needed for you right now?

Or is it something else you need?

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I don't know @Former-Member i feel so powerless. I try. I try to make things better, but nothing helps. The noise is too loud, too relentless. I'm exercising today despite the exhaustion. I just push through it. I'm exercising today despite the pain. It's punishment.

I'll go, don't wanna be in trouble today.

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@Bow I can hear the ‘monster’ has a real power over you and that part of you feels differently to what it might want you to think & do.

I am however concerned for your health if you are continuing to ‘push through the exhaustion’.

I don’t think, unless you don’t want to be here that is necessary for you to leave.

But I do want to know if you are safe?
Can you please get back to me with that?

You are doing your best and I can hear that it’s really bloody hard right now.

I’m just also reminding you that you can give your ideal support a call today (Sane help desk, SCBS, Lifeline, another service?) Just wanting you to know its essential to stay safe and we are here with you.
I will also check in with you via email.
flybluebird

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I'll be fine sorry

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Really no need to be sorry at all @Bow - we really see how much you care & have such value in our community here on the forums!

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exhausted

sadness
tears

zero hope

so done with it all

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Things sound tough @Bow

I wish I could do something to help.

Touch base with us when you can, we're all rooting for you.

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@Bow 🙏💞🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗

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Thanks @Anastasia @moxi here to face another day 😩

need to somehow get myself to my psych appointment this morning

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Pop me in your pocket @Bow I'd love to keep you company sweetheart 💞

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