My Mosaic

@Bow

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Thanks @Eve7 hope you are ok💕

I'm heading to meet my new case manager that my psychologist has organised for me at community mh. So anxious. Terrified about letting someone else into my world... into my head.

How did you go yesterday @Bow ?

It was ok @Eve7 She was nice. I had to go over a lot of things though. She seems to have some understanding about EDs which is good and is going to refer me to 3 other services/teams within their office that maybe helpful for me. It all feels a bit overwhelming. I will see her fortnightly.

I see my psychologist weekly,

dietitian fortnightly

gp every 3 weeks

ED psychiatrist monthly

regular psychiatrist monthly too at the moment.

case manager fortnightly

plus a peer worker

OT

and social support team I think she said it was

I've been really unwell today. I did something last night that I shouldn't of. I passed out in the bathroom this morning and have been vomiting today. I had so many plans for today. It was to be my daughters last Saturday visit with her father before Christmas so wanted to get things organised. Instead I've spent all day in bed, mostly sleeping.

That’s not good that you have been so unwell today @Bow and I truly hope you get good rest tonight and wake up feeling better tomorrow.

It looks as if you finally have the right team supporting you which is great, I hope you have a calendar to keep track of all your appointments hun.

I’m heading to bed soon but I just want you to know you’re in my prayers 💙🙏💛

I hate the monster that's inside my head 😩

Hey there @Bow
I might be making an assumption here but it sounds like you might be having a rough day?
Did you want to chat a little about it here on the forums?

Yep it's a rough day today @Former-Member Has been a rough few days. It's torturous when your body is absolutely exhausted and the monster inside my head says keep going. Keep exercising. Keep engaging in those other ED behaviours that I can't talk about on here. My body has had enough.