My Mosaic

Here with you @Bow I am sorry your days are not good and I hope staying in bed helps today.

Please reach out if you need help and stay safe.

You are very important and valuable.

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i went and got my bloods done this morning, was suppose to go yesterday, but just couldnt. was too much. gp wanted to know why i did what i did. i had to explain myself to someone else all over again, felt horrible. judged. we all go through stuff rings loud, wish i hadnt gone. im fearful of the blood results. i havent been doing the right thing, but just dont care. i dont care bout anything anymore.

Well done for getting your bloods done @Bow that would have been hard and I’m sorry you felt judged.

I will sit with you and care for you when it’s too hard.

Remember God is on your side 🙏

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darkness feels like its caving in around me today its going to swallow me whole paralysed

Hey @Bow!

It sounds like things are feeling really tough at the moment.

I want to make sure you feel that there is someone you can call if you need some extra help today:

Lifeline: 13 11 14 or Crisis Chat

Suicide call back service: 1300 659 467 or online counselling

Samaritans: 135 247

If in immediate danger: 000

Take good care of yourself - I hope that the lovely members here can provide some good companionship 🙂

Kind regards

Peregrinefalcon

Still sitting with you @Bow

I am sorry it’s so hard today and I hope your little one is home with you now giving you her unconditional love.

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Desperately need a break from this need it all to stop

I am sorry you haven’t had a break @Bow It is hard feeling that low.

I hope someone is home with you or could you phone a helpline or a friend.

I am here with you hun. You will get better again.

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This is not a way to live this is not living I can’t keep doing this to my folks I can’t keep doing this to my daughter to my friends it’s not fair on them I can’t raise my daughter with me hanging by a thread every day clutching at anything and everything to simple stay alive that’s not the childhood that I envisioned for her I can’t do it to her what on earth happen what went so wrong the pain the anger the hopelessness is overwhelming I feel like I am drowning in it and there ain’t a lifeline in sight the days go by minute by minute hour by hour I can’t breath I can feel the pounding in my chest all I want to do is hide all I want to do is run escape stop the world from spinning and let me off I’ve had enough of this ride of this .... of .......... when will it stop when can I get off when will my tired be enough

Sitting by you @Bow to help keep you safe. Dont give up sweetie. Your little girl loves you and she needs her Mum. You are loved and you are vital to the ongoing happiness and wellbeing of your loved ones. Nobody can replace a loving Mum.

Emelia 😔🌷💝